Friday, February 27, 2009
hihihihi...Sorry for my late update again..Been working very hard recently for my future, i'm now driving my company car as my sis was back from USA le.. Life as per normal for her, been going for interview and searching her fav job in SIN. I got my personal car, sound great? Well thou i got my 1st C before 21 but i really spend lots of effort to earn all the trust from my company.. Not as easy as u all could think but my next goal is to learn about HYDRAULIC stuff from my 2 bosses. A very technical career but i think i really got the interest to learn more from there and develop my career from here.. I might be in big company in the next few years or well nothing that we can expect. But i really wan to build up my career when i'm young. I can't win my education with any teens that are same age as me but i do believe that experience in my this hydraulic line are equally important too.. I wan to success in my next few years. I wan those engineering line to know my name. How am i going to do so? Wat should i do?I have enrol for a short course in ITE regarding about Basic Hydraulic. After this short course i would like to go into auto cad lesson to learn about drawing. I hope to be engineer for my career. Understand that 9pm show are all about engineer but i have yet to watch any so that's not the reason why i choose into this line. I went into this line becos i trust my boss words, to outshine myself i need to do something that not everyone could do it..You know my buddy told me that if we are not buddy but normal friend he will never fall for me.(dun worry i nv fall for him but some comment from him) Well his reason are kind of agree by me.. I'm not outgoing anymore like last time, no enjoyable life for me cos i only know how to work, which guy will fall for me?) Actually i realize this problem for sometime but my mind only think of work, what else can i do? I wan to earn more money and more power but am i wrong in doing this? Like a recent cases that i got some feel for this guy but now we end up not friends anymore. Maybe my fault ba.. Becos i'm not fit to fall in love with any guy.Today i went to look for my brother after his work, we went to buy some stuff for my car. Well SK tag along and sit in my car.. At that moment i wan to show him that i make it, i wan to make him feel that he lose such a good gal in his life. But i feel that he is actually very very happy with his life and family now.. Maybe i should say it's my fate not to be with him.. If i would to be with him we might not be rich but i believe he could make me smile every moment but he no longer anymore.. From any view he look great to me.He really look great to me.. Is this one of the reason that i yet to accept anyone in my life? i tot i have given him up in my life but actually he still stay in my heart. Argh!! Claire please wake up!!! His my bro good friend now. haiz..I will concentrate on my work from today onwards..
Claire @ 10:31 PM
