Sunday, October 29, 2006
Yup this ish the show i been watching for the past 2 days..Sitting infront of my tv for more than 12 hours to finish it..Nice show cos got my shuai ge "Ming dao",if i get a chance to met this type of guy HAHA i think i die die also won't give up ba BUT "Tong Hua Gu Shi" won't happen in real life de lah so stop dreaming ting and go back to ur usual life.. =)Erm.. Working dinner shift later lo,After this blog got to bath and get ready to travel there liao.. The recent of me very slack ba,start to lazy do things le i dunno wat really happen to me but guess my old illness ish back ba,i rather spend my free time at home doing nothing den go out and work or go out with friends.. I'm so scare!! I really hate attachment so much i really feel like quitting school,no more motivation to carried on going to shavilla.. I dunno wat really happen to me recently? I guess i'm too tired,very tired,very very tired!!I need rest alot alot of rest..How i hope i can jump into another world now and rest there for few months.Tats the most happy thing i wanna do now..Impossible request i know:: Maybe wat i wan now ish a friends/good friend not more but one.. Someone tat i can talk to,someone that can listen to me,someone tat give me idea/support me,someone tat give me comment,someone tat can share their time with me,someone tat i can hold tight on,someone shoulder,someone tat can lean on,someone tat share my tear,someone tat i trust!!! Are u the type of friend tat i looking for?? ARE YOU THE ONE?? (I know who i can approach to when i need help tat can do all this thing with me but ask myself why must be him not other???) Throw me to a side *sobs sobs* tha
Claire @ 3:25 PM
Claire @ 3:05 PM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Selamat Hari Raya!!Yup Holiday for you people but not for me cos i'm still have to work.. F & B really sux leh!!! =( But lucky tml me off day loh if not i think i can't take it till sat lo cos will be working FULL on thurs and fri while sat morning shift.. BUT no date today,SIANZzZ no one ask me out? ROX at home liao.. haha must find my own activity le.. heez K-BOX? YES tonight going there with my sis and her BF.. Look i'm alway bulb to them haha no BF ish like tat de.. =P Okay!! So many day nv blog le so erm let me blog starting from sat night..SAT NIGHT!!Family member of 26 we went to my grandma house downstair for dinner to celebrate my grandfather bday.. ERM we spend $500+++ haha but we eat till damn full lo cos before we go we look perfectly alright but after eating all our stomache bloated sia.. LOL damn funny lo after tat they went to K BOX( Treat from my aunt) So good right?? But i got attachment the next day so nv follow them.. =( NVM..SUN!!Morning attachment den night time actually working de but i manage to find Justin to replace me cos i really too tired le but end up i didn't went home but when shopping with C.Y.. We brought a jeans skirt at TOP SHOP cost me $66 lo.. Quite a short skirt,but really nice design.. Even can share with my sister le.. haha Think i really slim down abit liao cos i can wear her skirt too.. Last time?NO WAY cos i too fat le.. haiZ maybe ish not enough sleep tat cos me to slim down ba.. =)MON!!Same old life Attachment lo.. After tat night time me and my sister we went out to cut hair.. OMG~ My hair now look damn sux sia cos i think my front cut till too short le.. haha My face already so round le now even even more round sia!! haha Faster grow long pls.. heez.. Yup Overall everything seem fine lo,start to gain weight again le.. sad =(Why must i alway force myself to do something tat i dun wan sia?? After forcing myself can i really totally forget about it?? For my own good?? haiz What should i do?? Really can't breath like this.. I feel so lonely now with no one to talk to.. Seem like the world ish left with me alone to solve this problem myself.. Help me ya?
Claire @ 7:05 PM
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Happy holiday..Today ish my off day and i finally have free time to sit infront of my com and blog liao.. haha Well my recently life quite boring lo cos been doing attachment and work.. But i still own school 40 hours of MAKE-UP cos been skipping attachment..Just like today i skip my work from 12pm-5pm, =P my boss keep calling me but i dun dare to pick up!!! But pls give me a rest i'm damn tired lo.. haiz..Sooner or later might give myself a holiday break by not working RC lo.. Also quite tired of the life there liao,but from their point of view and my own thinking i know wat i'm suppose to do.. hahaha it's a good thing for me.. =) Why do guys so selfish de!!!! Yeah yesterday after work Daniel,Hao,Regi,Ian,Nono,Doron we chill at RC.. LOL Uncle Daniel fry food and everyone start to enjoy there lo.. Till Regi drunk everything stop le.. End up Doron,Justin,Ian we went to east coast park to chill.. hahahaha "Nothing better to do sia" ya we chat chat till 3 plus and after tat all went home.. ???? haha Life meaningless.. =PTonight celebrating my grandfather birthday so not going out with friends.. Miss my C.Y so much sia.. haha She seem like my BF liao,haha no her equal no life.. But 2 Nov we will be at the same attachment area.. So glad so happy cos we can start to gang up and bully pplz.. heeZ C.Y wait me me ya!! =)
Claire @ 1:39 PM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
I'm back for a day!!!!Y0z all~ I'm back home for a day after my few days of staying at aunt house.. Yuppy so happy to see shawn when i step in.. heez overall home ish still the best place,miss my bed so so so much.. haha and my sister,mum,dad and of cos my com.. LOL~ Stay at aunt house really bored lo.. 2 am reach home and 6am leave house,NO LIFE NAH~ But really feel shoick staying at her house, haha got personal toilet sia but abit tough life there cos must wash own clothes and iron lo unlike at home i got my dearest mummy help me..But i think i'm getting worst.. my face look so pale and my eye really damn ugly lo.. haiZz been losing weight recently think ish due to not enough sleep and nv eat lo.. haha Cos i spent my break time sleeping!! =P BUT bloody hell GM of shavilla he very KNS lo, saw me rest at restaurant den he not happy ask team leader to tell us no resting allow.. haiz really hate alot ppl now man.. Stupid shit~ Erm..Schedule for next week even worst i think... haha Starting from mon to sun i will be working Full shift lo.. haiz same same if i nv fall sick i not scare sia, but got feeling tat me falling sick soon lo.. Get headache easily recently.. Now my head hurt and so dizzy, guess should sleep now le ba.. so so tired man!! Goodnight all~ see ya at wed my morning off day so will be back here.. haha =)
Claire @ 2:40 AM
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
14 hours later....Well i guess 5 days really passes damn fast lo..Erm prepare my tear for uncle later cos sending him last time le!! I/We can no longer see him anymore anymore anymore in this world.. My tear roll down just now when burning offering to him cos i heard his son shouted "Pa Pa Pa".. Sound so sad right?? haiZzErm will be staying at my aunt house this thurs lo.. Erm cos i working morning shift and night time i working RC!! Yup her house ish at east side so quite near to city area lo so i can take cab to Shavilla in the morning and go gym and swimming at her condo..LOL More time to sleep also.. =) ya RC!! KAo~ Kanna tease till siao lo.. Really hate my low batt phone sia.. Cause all stupid trouble for me and him.. SianZz Feeling so bad lo,cause him much trouble.. haiZz We are friends,innocent nothing to hide!! yea yea =)Miss my family(Ah ming) so much sia.. Last time in school dun really treasure lo now attachment different timing den i know how much i miss him lo but not love miss hor ish friend miss.. haha i very devoted de only love one at a time.. LOL But really get bored with life now, really seem so meaningless lo.. Sleep work eat?? haiz damn sian sia~ Well now deciding if i wan ride bike or drive car first?? Dunno which one suit me but feel like getting a car in 3 years time bah or bike ish anytime~ Dunno sia~ haiz haiz But i wan be gal k?? alright shall stop here today cos time to call my family liao(ah ming) and waiting for another thing also.. =PNite Nite all~
Claire @ 12:32 AM
Sunday, October 8, 2006
Yawn~ Sleep 4am last night cos attend funeral last night after my attachment.. Having long day yesterday - Wake up 8am cos working RC at 10am to 2.30pm den take cab to Shavilla for attachment at 2.45pm to 11pm.. hahahahaha After attachment went to my buddy house to bath before going over to see uncle.. Wah my buddy slim down alot sia,use to be so skinny liao but still slim down,.. iy0~ so touch lo,he went home just to open door for me to bath den he take cab to chalet.. $30 cab fare?? hahahaha Feel so bad sia but someone tat i use to love lot years ago now become like tat? I think i so lucky tat i nv lost him last time when we having fight everytime.. =) What a good friends i have now? This ish my fate lo.. The guy i love now also de same ba, can be as good friend as my buddy lo.. Ya it's something i dun expect to happen but this ish my fate i have ba.. Accept it tong~ hahahaha see i siao siao again le.. erm okie time for me to stop blogging le.. Take care..
Claire @ 1:43 PM
Saturday, October 7, 2006
Uncle... He leave us at 5 Oct 2006,he went to another place at another world.. Really miss him alot alot.. He not someone close to me but i dunno why i feel so hurt when hearing bad news about him.. Kind pplz alway die early? why why why??? Those pic ish wat i found from my sister folder when they went holiday last year.. My shawn sleeping soundly now without knowing someone who dote on him has pass away.. Someone tat he might never get chance to be with anymore,someone tat won't bring him out early in the morning...
5 Oct ish a day tat i should be happy cos i went out with this special friend cos it's his birthday,brought him a present and so decided to meet him up and pass to him.. Anyway i still enjoy my day with him but tat's wat i can expect only ba.. To me it's more den enough le, dun expect too much life like this rather suit my fate ba.. =)
My fate ish never been good ever since i born.. When i young i dun really get thing i wan unless i aim for it.. Same to now, if i wanna buy a phone i got to work hard and buy for myself.. Relationship dun just come like this,not as lucky as others but i dun wish to give up now cos i dun wan to regret next time.. COS i really really love him ba~ To you all : I'm still a young gal but to myself i know wat i'm doing and wat i wan for my life for my future.. But i'm really confuse and so i hope everything will stop here.. Everything goes smooth now,i can share with him how i feel and we remain as friends.. Tat's great enough le.. Thank you~
But i think i won't have much mood to think about those thing lo.. Recently really alot thing happen around me.. I really dunno how to solve it,But i really really regret doing one thing last time.. But i can't turn back the time anymore.. Everything shall goes into my history book!!
Uncle rest in peace... =(
Revolving doors of vengeance
Listen to it!! Nice~(Nice show ending with good ending,nice song!!)
Claire @ 2:24 AM
Tuesday, October 3, 2006
YUPPPY~My pay bank in liao!! BUT still on hold for 1 more day.. But nvm lo cos at least i know how much i getting liao.. Make a guess??? Last month i work for 17 days and my pay ish around $1000++.. hahahahahahaha It's 4 times more den my usual pay sia.. BUT sad sad cos almost half of it gonna be spend on bill lo.. HaiZz -_-' and save up the rest for future need, so this month i still can't get something for myself lo.. But i aim to buy something for myself!!!! 1 : Handbag(Long ago i aim le lo to match my tube top dressing) , 2 : New tube top (Alot at "Marina Square") , 3 : Black skirt (To match my tube actually jeans also can match lo,so not important) , 4 : My i-pod nano (Getting it soon from my buddy ) , 5 : New school bag (Still haven't seen any i like de,so wait wait wait) , 6 : New wallet ( Decided to buy back "Pierre Cardin" cos bring me $$$.. lol) , 7 : Heels ( For school and outside) ... yup~ These are something i can tot of now.. haha Agarrr... Long time never go shopping liao,no time to enjoy myself leh.. haiz sad case right?? NVM cos i'm going shopping either tml or wed lo cos i need to buy something.. C.y ask me take MC on wed so can go out play.. LOL she cute sia why must choose wed??When my dad promise to fetch me after work lo.. hahahaha Somemore last week i so many days nv go attachment own them 3 days sia.. sianZ must work back FULL SHIFT for them.. =(
Nahz dunno why recently my body so weak lo,fall sick easily.. And recently really quite unlucky,TOEs kanna knock by door,Sore throat,Fever,Cough... Wat's next??? CHOY~ i dun wan anything to happen to me.. Anyway recently due to heavy workload so lose weight sia.. Dunno i should be happy for it or sad cos this type of weight lost ish damn unhealthy lo.. Around 3 kg lo~ think should be lack of sleep and skip meal,but me also can't eat much recently,few mouth and i'm full liao~ haiZz Wat's wrong?? Too upset? But for wat? hahaha~
=) Meeting my father soon to pass him mooncake~ My sis brought 2 piece for him so each pay half half lo.. But i guess i'm too busy to even visit him liao.. Skully only my sister visit him =P..
By the way,shatec requirement for dip ish 'N LEVEL" lo.. KNS~ den now i study cert for wat? Damn angry sia,such a low standard lo.. stupid stupid~ Waste my $$$ and time!!!! =(
Reply : Yes i miss you.. -_-
Nite Nite~
Claire @ 12:38 AM
Sunday, October 1, 2006
Here come the end of sept and start of oct.. Well times really passes fast this year without any achievement made by me.. It's like a slack year to me,Hope thing move well in 2007 ba..Alright work for today??ya me having sore throat so quite difficult to communicate with customer so was send to LEVEL 2 which ish our store to do washing.. LOL "Wat to do no choice?? " =P Got to do washing with two gay up there.. hahahahaha Mr Ian & Ms Jovi~ =PTake cab home..On the way me and uncle have a nice chat, so actually was talking to him about how i think and how i feel cos he say tat why i work F and B,should have join SIA!! LOL SIA sia with my fat and short size??? He say from his view he think tat i'm average and i have the look and smile.. LOL "Uncle trying to make me happy sia??" Asking me if i got BF and wat my BF work?? haha i dun have leh and i dunno wat my future BF will work as lo.. hahaBut he told me tat i dun sound like 17 cos the way i reply him very mature?? LOL but indeed out of so many friends only few call me "xiao meimei".. and he say eunice didn't sound as mature as me?? LOL hahaha Come on i'm really someone tat like to have my own family lo rather den keep playing and flirting around,Not my type lah.. And ya i agree tat friends in my school all quite rich de lo dun have to work like me?But as wat my mum say "ren pi ren pi si ren" so my family we rather work hard and be happy cos we are alway together.. Future i dun have need a rich husband or wat but i wan both to be healthy and we will work together..MY DREAM~(Still waiting for my MR RIGHT to approach) Working part time job ish 50% cos of $$ (pay school fee,bill,dun wanna parent work so hard) while 50% ish for experience purpose lo.. HaiZz but really lack of playing lo.. -_-As for looking for partner?? Nahz really damn no time for tat matter,but really like to have someone i LOVE to hold on when i'm tired after attachment and work,Someone tat understand me and make me laugh when needed BUT guess it's quite difficult now loh!! First of all the one i like dun like me.. SAD SAD* Next ish my buddy not someone i like but ish below tat position, he ish damn busy with his attachment too.. So if he having off i dun have,i off he dun have.. SIAN~ Tell me ish finding someone tat u love and love you so difficult?? Why almost all my friends are attach? IT so difficult to date someone out with me when i have free time.. BORING BORING* Ask me out ask me out!! LOL LOL =POMG~ now ish 1am le.. time for me to sleep liao, cos waking up at 4.30am and working dinner shift tml also.. Alright all take care and good night,sweet dream,miss all!! =)
Claire @ 12:45 AM
