Create Your OwnWas working brunch at 11am,after tat went home and get change for S.H.E concert lo,just nice tat my sis and her Bf going too so take their car down to Singapore Indoor Stadium..Wat a heavy traffic jam lo starting from the start of ECP leh!!KAO~ Scary lah but we manage to get there on time at 8pm lo.. Heez well this ticket also a treat from a friend living near me lo,guess he too too too rich liao?For me i won't spend so much money to treat someone to concert lo,Should be me thank him for treating me,end up he keep saying thank to me.. LoLs funny sia,Well my sister and her bf told me from their point of view this guy really good lah,just like my sis BF lo,innocent,overall not tricky guy type lo,one different from her BF ish this guy ish RICH lah~ HaHA~ But too bad lah same old words lo "No feel only like one guy lah" haha.. I'm really happy only with ian NOT other guy lo..Anyway good experience of concert,quite enjoying lo.. haha very sweet gal~*SHE* try going to YouTube view ba~ Nice Nice.. =) SUNDAY- OUTSIDE CARTERING @ Starlight RD! Yup~ Was actually working Dinner shift de but last min change to OC.. Eh. A Very nice house wor,staying a pair of gay couple lo..My second time at this house cartering,Was doing food yesterday,quite a boring function cos everything went very very slowly.. Argh! But i still finish doing it lah.. Heex Anyway have a chat with jack yesterday lo,was like asking me to join RC as full time staff lo.. Eh. After tat late night talking to Ian/Regi on phone, decided to ask jack for more info lo so was asking him "Jack ish RC hiring people?" he rely "Depend who". So i reply back "IF i interested am i eligible?" Guess what? "Confirmed cum Guarantee,haha was saying tat boss was interested in asking me on board too and he would like to have me on board too but wan me think properly first".But was quite surprise he told me tat lo.. Well My good buddy was also pulling me in to MAC as Ass Manager at West Coast Park lo..Compare to Other outlet they paying me quite high pay lah~ So was deciding which to choose? Another ish at Dines Club as Customer Staff but only paying me $45 a day.. Eee Abit difficult for me lo cos wanna do saving for MDIS course lah.. Well~ Consider first ba! =) Injured my leg yesterday,hit tat house cartering metal staircase.. So painful,Walking also pain! HaiZ How i wish i can tell him tat and he concern for me.. Erm.. =( =( How long must i wait to be like last time? Missing him~~~~~~~~~
Claire @ 2:10 PM
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
HiHi.. Surprise?? Why i post this picture?? No lah cos will be at their concert this Saturday.. =) Eh. Nah of cos i won't spend $128 to buy their ticket lo it's a friend who invite me there.. Haha Actually really dun feel like going cos i'm not those type that will chase them or wat loh.. Agree with this friend cos he alway ask me out but keep reject him lo so will go out with him this time ba anyway also nv been to concert before SO it's a good chance for me to experience lo.. HaHa~ Heard from him ish quite a good view lo,quite front to the stage de.. ARGH! dun feel any excitement at all leh.. Maybe because it's who i going out with ba~ Told Gilbert tat day if on tat sat the one i like ask me out for movie i rather go movie den concert!! HAHAHA~ At least more meaningful leh~ =P -SAD- A friend of mine was sick today so when over to brought him tablets & herb drink lo..Hope he recover soon ba~ But get some scolding from him lah cos he dun like ppls to do this type of thing de BUT mi use to it liao.. Know he will angry but i still do it.. Stupid me! But anyway i'm still happy with myself cos at least i really make the effort to take train there.. After tat meet mond back to jurong.. So basically i was taking train there and return home lo.. Wat to do too free liao? Nah wait long long ah,this ish concern for my friend leh.. =) No matter how he feel lah,still hope he not angry with wat i do lo.. Wonder if one day i'm the one who get sick will he or any other friends do this back to me?? HAHAHAHA Guess very difficult lah hor?? Haiz my life leh* Goodnight~
Claire @ 11:40 PM
Monday, January 22, 2007
LISTEN!!! =) Nice Song!!
Claire @ 3:39 PM
5 days later since i have blog.. Tat's like so fast hor????But time really passes very very fast it's been 3 weeks tat i have not meet him.. Haiz dunno still have this chance to meet him ma.. Talk less den 10 words everytime can't compare with last time lo.. I have stand up le but just can't bear it cos after so many months finally can be something different but just a word and everthing gone.. So dep better think carefully before u make ur decision with ah wei lo.. I learnt my lesson le : Sometime if u get to know something it's better to ignore it den to find out the truth. Make the right decision tat u won't regret but better listen or see from ur own eyes/ear before making decision..Well this ish wat i can tell u lo i can't even solve mine it's really hard for me to solve urs but can share with u wat i think ba.. Don't worry ya? Me,Regi,Michael will always be there for u.. I see regi msg liao so i know wat u thinking,dun worry ya?If regi scold u den u tell me i fight for u.. HAHA hug* Well.. What should i do now??????? Help me!! By when den can i joke with u again??
Claire @ 2:58 PM
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Nice Song!!!! Well quite sad when listening to the second MV song lo "XinDong",let me think of my past.. haha Anyway "Na de qi fa de xia" knowing the ending will be like now but just matter of timing only.. BUTTTT i will always regard u as friend no matter what happen in the future lo.. =) HAHA.. Approaching of 14th Feb 07. Still tot tat on tat day i still have someone in mind that i will like to wish but not anymore le.. Too numb to love anyone liao~ *Scare scare le* In my 17 years of life,met with lot of different guy and have quite a few BF but only truly in love with 2 guys but sad to say both the same type de.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. (Just feel like laughing out loud) Cutting my hair + Dye natural brown !!!! Eh. Really feel like cutting it short but really scare it's dun suit me at all lo so cut till shoulder length. While cutting while saying BYEBYE to my past.. Still got PT BF kidding with me asking me not to cut my hair if not break with me.. lols so cute* More trees out there! =)
Claire @ 10:53 PM
Monday, January 15, 2007
=) Starting my blog with a smile today.. heez Quite good mood lo cos starting a new week with a non-trouble mind.. Anyway wat i means ish i'm happy not like last week liao~ Guess cos everything tat use to trouble me have been solves lo so no more trouble le can sleep early tonight and wake up at 5am to work tml.. ARGH! First time working OC at 7am!! Wa Kao why got so early function de,damn sian leh!!!! hahahaha~ BTW,once after new year got to get myself a full time job le together with Jessie ba~ Wat to do can't go back to school to continue my attachment.. Was thinking of doing Front office instead of F & B for attachment but school in-charge say i say quit means must quit cannot change hotel.. Seem like cheating money lo.. Wan eat up my 4K + $500.. Haiz so broke at e moment cos been happy hour for the last whole week. Help me help me!! =P Yawn* At home nothing to do ish confirm sleep de lo.. haha so after blogging think can sleep liao~ HAHA! Was chatting with my dad just now and he ask me who i like now? Eh. asking izzit Cheng lo(well Cheng ish Regi) cos been very close with him recently.. BTW if i wan like him,long time ago already like him liao so dun misunderstood yeah? In RC i will only love one guy and tat's him Ian.. Other den tat i will not fall in love with any other RC guys liao~ HAHA! Ian:You too unlucky liao le to get me in love with you.. IF not i guess now we are still very good lo,joking around! Regret of moving wrong step tat time. Anyway i think it's still not the right time for us to talk now maybe sometime later when we forget wat happened lo..I know you will read my blog de so i just key in here.. Dun worry quite a low profile blog! =) Miss your kp voice my dear friend! lalala.. NiteZz *Hug*
Claire @ 7:24 PM
Hello~ Just back from home,was drinking with Regi just now.. Argh! Spining head now but still can continue to blog! So pro of me right?? hahahahaha Well try to see if can hang on till morning ma den can accompany him to collect his bike lo.. Good thing tat he manage to find back his bike but think he wanna sell it away.. Sad case! Just get a fierce scolding last night from him "He never scold gal so fierce since long time" tat's why i'm awake after the scold,but manage to get back as friend with him after tat scolding,still tot he dun wanna talk to me anymore le.. SCARY~ Argh cannot take it le dun even have the strength to give gilbert a call really got to rest now.. Goodnight~ =) Heez Muackz Muackz..
Claire @ 4:27 AM
Saturday, January 13, 2007
*YAWN* Just back from breakfast!! haha~ Anyway sleeping at 10pm last night but wake up at 12am lo..(Dunno why recently my sleeping hours change alot ) So wake up and have a phone chat with Gilbert till 3 plus.. haha den he drove his brother car from hongang to jurong just to have breakfast with me.. Lols so went to Boon Lay Market to eat Wanton Noodle lo.. Well guess he should reach home by now le ba which ish 6.27am now.. Yuppy receive a drunker call just now(Who else but of cos REGI my drink kaki) haha think he really dunno what he talking about,asking me why i say bad words about RC guy why must say him bad guy but well he really seem cute when drunk lah HAHA cos he like a good little boy u ask him qns he ans u and u ask him sleep he will listen.Anyway got to wake him up at 9am,guess he working S/S today again ba.. Argh! It's just the six days of argument with him but it's seem like six months/years never see him,really miss him so muchhhh but he really make me suffer so much this six days without him.. Use to have him with me(not by side but someone tat i will think of everyday and sms when miss him,see him in MSN will chat lo) But for now,see him online i can't do anything,try to sms him but no reply.. haiz~ Ian i know you are very very angry of me but can u pls Maafkan Saya Ian ---Forgive me pls! Dun do this to me anymore le,i really learn my lesson.. Dun wish to Lose a friend like this haiz!!Gal always think too much without treasure wat they have and regret wat they lost.. I wan the past!!! Goodnight~ Got to have a rest now,9am still need to give tat siao kia a morning call.. The four of us really facing problem now..(I mean Regi,Michael,Dephne,Tong ) Regi ish trouble of XiuPing or dunno him lah siao kia sia..Michael upset for breaking up with her beloved 3 years girlfriend.. Dephne ish about Ah wei lo.. Well as for Tong which ish me everyone should know ba upset about tat guy tat give me this nickname lo.. hmmm..
Claire @ 5:57 AM
Friday, January 12, 2007
Feeling so great after a hot bath!! heez I'm just back from supper,oppx wonder why morning den reach home right?? Cos me went drinking at Havelock Rd coffee shop with friends!! But guess wat tat friend of mine wasn't REGI lei(Drinking ka ki) but ish JACK..(Btw for info jack ish my part time job catering manager,haha and he dun drink so was quite surprise there's this day we can sit down and drink lo) haha.. Wat to do this stupid regi PS me went home cos working Split Shift today,wat a sad thing.. Well anyway can u imagine me,jack,michael drink 3 bottle of tiger for around 4 hours.. haha But we drink for fun de,me no longer drink for upset thingy le but happy happy and dun really like drinking lo cos e taste suckz!! Anyway Smart me for calling michael along if not can't imagine jack gonna talk to me about why i quit attachment thingy and my trouble matter! Really can faint sia,me reply one word he reply ten words(More and more like -_- le cannot fight when talking to them de) Anyway thanks jack for ur time! =) Chatting with him make me feel much better,guess mature guy talk differently ba.. Wat do i plan to do after i quit my school??? ARGH! Really a good qns from them?But i really dunno wat i wanna do?I can't slack all the way as wat they say well but guess after Chinese New Year time to get myself a Full Time job and start doing saving for my next course ba,guess mostly will be MDIS lo.. This time round got to consider real carefully before me making decision liao le..Dun wanna regret my life in the future!I wanna be independent dun wanna my hubby to take care of me! haha Strong gal! =P Anyway really get to miss him alot but well nothing i can do.. Sitting down in front of my com waiting for miracle to happen lo.. HAHAHA~ Guess it's something difficult to happen lo.. Trying my very best to face him but seem like i'm so scare of seeing him again! Argh! This type of fear feeling really so suckz! A punishment for me ba,another lesson mi got to learnt lo.. Okay time for me to sleep le.. heex see me online at afternoon ba.. Goodnight all,sweet dream! No should be Good morning and have a nice day ahead ba.. Heez =)
Claire @ 8:02 AM
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Trying to sleep for the last three hours but just can't even close my eyes.. Been thinking of my two unsolved problem.. FIRST-My attachment!! I really feel like quitting my school quitting RiverView Hotel.. I hate my life now,i dun wan like hotel line!! I'm so tired after working every shift,it's just my fourth day today but i really can't take it anymore..How can i carry on my rest of 5 months 26 days of shift there?? I know my parent,friends dun wish me to stop half way but there's nothing tat can lead me on/even tat someone tat can help me make decision dun wanna tok to me anymore! =( Guess got to pay them $500 for not finishing my attachment.. A lesson tat cost me $4500++ PLUS wasting of 9 Months time!! 4am must wake up le den 5pm reach home,this type of life really very difficult for me to survive on.. SECOND-Someone that i accused!! It's too late to apologize for wat i have done to him..I make him so pissed off/disappointed that he dun wanna talk to me now.. Guess he ish really damn angry with me ba cos so many months of friend with him he had never do such thing to me.. After so many thing happened i find out tat i regret so much! Wat had happened to me now ish wat i find for myself,actually we can be very happy de BUT why i wan to listen to wat ppls say (The worst ish wat they say only 75% correct) after listening to wat a mature guy talking/thinking i really regret regret.. But wat done ish done i can't expect him to forgive me if i'm on his shoes i will be angry too.. No use saying so much now it's too late le,just hoping that he can cool down soon and can receive his sms soon or call ba.. Really miss him sooo muchhh but gt to control myself not to disturb him but let him cool down~ Trying my best not to think anymore le.. Take care k? Sincerely apologize for accusing u and wat i have done to u! I know i can't expect any forgiveness from u but i hope u can be happy always.. =) Goodnight~
Claire @ 2:29 AM
Sunday, January 7, 2007
Yuppy it's 5.18am now! Just back home from supper.. ArGh i'm so tired now,waiting for my hair to get dry before i can sleep.. I do have problem bothering me now but from this problem i get to know actually there's alot friends out there understand me and care for me.. Really so glad to have them by my side BUT i'm alway e one who disappoint them.. NO WAY! Something got to be done sooner later.. Well tml will be my first day of attachment at RIVERVIEW hotel! Suck suck suck!!! I hate it so so so so muchhhhh.. I dun wan any attachment i wan to find a full time job now and start working from morning to night! I hope i can avoid thing that i dun wanna to solves, it's take me time to heal everything.. Guess relationship no longer important to me anymore but money play a biggest part now!! I need to do some saving liao,no playing anymore lo.. Tonight will be having dinner at RiverCafe!! Finally i can try out the food out there instead of serving to guest.. Heex tonight erm.. Let me see how the three staff service ba! bleahz =P All right i'm very tired le.. **Goodnight, take care, miss you, hug! ** =)
Claire @ 5:19 AM
Thursday, January 4, 2007
Happy new year to all my dearest friends,Wishing e best for this 2007 and bad thing remain at 2006 ba.. =) Times really fly 4 more days b4 i start of my attachment le..Really got to be more serious compare to when i having attachment at Shatec... Recently have been quite close with REGI,MICHAEL..Been mixing with their group and of cos dap,Rachel.. ARGH! Now den i know how much they really really care about me.. I really did foolish thing tat hurt Michael trust toward me,i must really wake up from my 2006 DREAMLAND le.. Choosing either friendship with Michael & regi or a impossible relationship with him.. Friends around me wasted so much time talking to me telling me but i just can't let go e type of special relationship i have for him cos i think i love him too muchhhh le tat i dun bear to let him stay out of my life.. But it's time to make a choices le cos if not i will lose two good friends.. I'm so confuse now.. Guess u should receive my email soon ba cos i really dunno how to speak to you when we facing each other cos i can't win u in talking.. You should know it well! I really love you alot alot alot but i got to let go as wat u say move on.. haiZz cos from the start u tell me we won't be together de and i know even we are together we won't be happy.. I LOVE YOU! =(
Claire @ 2:17 AM
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