=))) Starting my blog with a smile...I have change my URL link le to www.-claire-.blogspot.com with a "i" on it!!Cos i dun wanna him to find out wat i have type yesterday,i just wanna to keep the message to myself and those who reading my blog now~Hope he won't find out my new URL..Such a simple qns but u can't ans me??You have given me a confirm ans of giving up on you..Really thankz alot for ur kind attention and ur lot of times!Hope everything will be an end sooner or later,i can't forget u right now but i can do it sometime later...Still feeling moody but just wanna tell you "I will still miss you without u knowing it"..... =D

My twins cousin..(Jaycee & Jayee)

Yuppp this two kids are new to our family..haha Jaycee older sister,Jayee younger sister,look they really so cute,holding hands together went sleeping..muhahahaha zhen de hao ke ai wor~ Maybe this time round only little baby can change my mood ba.. =))

To Him....(I'm sorry)

Maybe in future i might regret in wat i'm doing now but at the moment i think i have more den enough fun from you.Now Wat u giving me seem so hurtful,maybe u won't feel it cos to u it's very normal but to me my heart ache alot alot~You seem to change to another person liao..You won't know where went wrong or wat u do wrong but i think there's no such need to explain to you anymore!!Your wish finally come true le,it's time for me to step back and forget everything that i have think before..dun worth it?This ish wat u use to told me..Really now i very very agree why should i make myself in such a difficult life,miracle do happen everytime but i guess it's won't happen to us and i think there's no such need to wait for tat miracle to happen le..Everything come to an end le!!I'm sorry cos u too innocent le and starting of all ish all my fault for falling with you..Alright give me sometime to recover ba and will everything will be back to normal..I'm not giving attitude to you but this now how i felt and i dun wanna to keep it to you.. Well maybe i will regret wat i do now in few days time but nvm it doesn't matter at all le..finally i'm giving up liao~I rather be single love no one den so confuse.. =) From now on no one going to nag at you le,no one will stop u from doing wat u wanna to do and no more FOOL around liao..Alot more to say but think not going to type all out lah..Haiz You are really a great guy but i dun have fate..Really miss you alot but tat's wat i can't expect next time le..=) All the best..Buai~ sorry ah~ sobz

Disappointed really very disappointed..haiz i got nothing to say about him liao,from now on everything will stop,i will throw all this "RUBBISH" into the bin..No more disturbing nothing more..No sms for me and msn!!!Have you all try b4 disappointed feeling from someone tat u nv expected??So moody so hopeless,i dun wish to speak anything about him anymore le..NO more topic about him kkk!!!"Ting learn to give up pls!!!!You are not the lucky one u won't get anything from him,won't!!!" =( Time to cool down~Buai

Hard to say i'm sorry--Chicago!!




Sometime really find it difficult to say i'm sorry..So i will choose to keep quiet or will find song to explain wat i wanna to tell you all...I'm really very bad because of my selfish and i will end up hurting someone..My dear classmate pls dun take things for granted,it's difficult for me to explain to you all but i hope you all will understand wat i mean sooner or later.. =) It's fate for us to be classmate why must we separate into 2 or more group??Really very tiring le we are human so they all also~Dun treat them like maid asking them to buy things for you,We have our own leg why can't we walk unless ish they willing de??If one day other treat this back to you how would u feel??I'm not trying to hint anything but pls pls pls think before we do!Thank you~I will feel say too...
I have finish wat i wanna to say today~Take care all =) AND I miss him lot~

Yea~ I just send 100 outbox sms to all my dear friends..So long nv contact them le,it's time to have a nice chat with them..heez

Well today in school some of my friends told me alot of things about my love~They wanna me to give up but why should i??I never expect anything from tat guy i just like the way we are now!!Friends,you all dun understand how i feel,it's easy to say but not easy to do it..Everything need time to heal but not the time now cos i still have feeling for him...I just think tat you all are just damn too lucky cos those u like they also like u but it depend now how do u all treasure it le..I know you all concern for me but thank i will settle my thing myself~ =)

Time to get my new MP3 le..yeah yeah my buddy just send me a sms~Just nice it's my off day this weekend can take my time to choose le..haha BTW sometime wondering why do pplz able to find my blog link??But well nothing to hide cos it's all fact!!Go ahead ba lolz
Time to do my things le erm blog again soon.. =))

I can't sleep now..Listening to "I wanna be with you-Xu Jie Er"

I can't sleep now..50% i felt happy,50% i felt so moody because i did a big mistake which is to think too much..*Silly ting* no should be *Silly tong*!!=P
Anyway as long as he happy i'm happy le...Never expect too much le i just hope the way we are now can last till the next BGR we have..With no stress but able to get the happiness/smile from this "friend".Really wanna to thank you alot,I guess now only you can make me smile in a second and change my point of view ba..=))

Jollis birthday party at at her house!!(Koven)












Happy birthday Jollis..Went to her house at Koven last saturday..Really a place tat will miss ur way cos too many private house there liao..haha Wah her house really very big leh,guess if alone at tat house also quite scary lor...haha But her house is a good place for chatting and staying lor..Very big area with nice view,this ish wat i can comment about.. =P anyway not alot went,Look 2 couple left with jollis,wenrui,me so lonely..haha so on tat day jollis ish my part time gf/bf dun care lah..As long as we enjoy can liao,But i guess if someone ish with me i will be more happy le..I'm really bored that day but i can't ask for more!! (*_- ) Nothing more to comment on the picture..Hope you all enjoy reading my today blog ba~ =))

The song really very nice and meaningful,click on e below post and listen to the MTV song!!

There's some problem with blogspot system hope i'm able to publish the post if not got to wait till another day le but i will save it up!! 25thJuly2006 12.45am

I can't sleep now..50% i felt happy,50% i felt so moody because i did a big mistake which is to think too much..*Silly ting* no should be *Silly tong*!!=P

I Wanna be with you!!!




I wanna be with you!!A very nice song and also something tat mean alot to me..Somtime really very difficult to explain feeling??Haiz confuse think i just like the way i am now,single single single ba...Well just saw something tat make me so jealous and heart pain is this wat we called as LOVE??Flirt guy alway belong to flirt group,never judge a person by it's cover!!

Next week ish my off days le not working in RC..Erm have learn how to work in all shift in
cafe,Make me feel so glad so understanding but more to learn cos i still in the basic group!!

CY~We use to be in the same situation facing the same problem for guy but now urs is processing..haha all the best and do treasure him ah,see i told u le miracle do happened but not all time so count urself lucky le~Jia you k =))

Jas~I didn't forget our group,our group won't break away,the 7 of u are forever my best friends and really miss you all alot~Hope i won't receive another testimonial like tat cos i feel sad and disappointed..Even if i have new group of friends in shatec but still 7 of u and buddy come first kk?Miss all lot lot~ My promise to you!=)

Take care all my friends the hungry ghost festival starting tonight 12am..SO SO SO please be home early and dun anyhow speak kk??Take care all and miss all~~

Today ish monday le..So fast a new week begin liao~This week erm quite busy during weekend ah,no rest day cos friday working OC den dinner shift,sat project and attend birthday party,sun maybe OC in the morning den dinner shift..haha Very very busy gal hor?LOL Anyway wanna to blog on sat de but system got problem so it auto delete my words and pic so today my blog rather long cos going to write about what i do during my last weekend..yea? Ready??btw OC mean working outside catering..

FRIDAY
Schooling in the morning and start work at 4pm..Oc function at FENDI erm a very short function leh cos dun really do alot of thing just walk around for 1.5 hour..After that erm helping to wash up cups in cafe cos rather busy tat day and cos i'm not wearing uniform so can't help much..After tat follow jack to "broth" which ish our another restaurant opening..Wah~ A nice place compare to last time and really lot of guest turn up i think so cos the area quite messy..Pushing back 400 glassware to wash..Tiring day~

SATURDAY



Erm ya OC function at sentosa..That day i wear heels den end up i can't be serving guest cos the floor of the function ish wood pane with so call hole ah so my heels not able to go into it as it will make me wanna fall easily so end up doing back of house "bar"."Bar seem to be very easily life but when really on e hand working on it it's very tiring lor not as easy as wat we think but actually very glad cos i learn from jack what ish the correct way of opening wine and opening cap wine..haha so not a bad experience also...After that the function end at 7pm so first trip was send back left with me,regi,shewin,justin,CK and jack so get to see firework cos of national day..Really very beautiful i think the last time i watch firework ish when 2 or 3 years ago..haha Waiting for the moment to watch with the love one..haha wait wait wait~

SUNDAY
16thjuly the day i get promoted to Crew leader..Time passes so fast ah i been promoted useless for one year without helping much to the store..haiz..Think maybe no next year le ba or maybe trying to work hard for next position for next year cos i decided not to continue study but to earn experience better..This ish wat my manager told me and i agree to it but will part time studies sale and marketing course in the future..Do i make the right choice??Anyway i dun expect much in my life as long as people around me are safe and i'm able to feed myself and family for 3 mealz,i'm already glad..I hope my parent able to enjoy good life,know tat $$ ish difficult to earn and they spend alot on us so it's time for us to take care of them...


Let me consider for one month b4 giving u an answer..Thank you and like to wish u Happy Birthday!!=)) If i never accept u i hope we can still be friend..Glad to know you in my secondary school life,with you i think i won't get bored..Take care..

Movie at Entertainment Centre."BOO NC16"









Long period of time nv tire my hair to school le..But today i did cos got practical class but end up teacher never turn up~HaiZ waste my time!!heex anyway today went watching movie with all my fellow classmates...I bought 12 tickets at one go~ waH $96!!But i can say ish the whole cinema belong to us lor..Cos only got 3 other pplz watching so haha our world liao~
Ermmm not a scary movie lor but quite enjoying leh "EngHeng buddy that day we should watch this instead of Campus ghost stories"haha iya nvm lah since over le..lolz Missing you again le =)

Well in my life i met a great buddy,he know my MP3 lost le den he say he will buy me one at the end of this month!!But not because he buy thing for me den good hor,i also everytime buy thing for him but wat i means ish compare to other he really a great guy lor~HOR those gal out there which ish chasing him??I know alot of stories ah!!haha
Eh~why my best friend in sch and my buddy all so shuai de?Think no fate to find a shuai bf so got alot shuai friends around..haha at least god ish fair lah!!Shit offended my future bf and husband liao!!no lah kidding skully mine even more more shuai ah,We never know.. okie lah very crap here..Kidding to all!! =)

Waiting for you!!! =)

While waiting for him to come back from his swimming training and online i think i can blog about what happen in school today bah cos been taking quite a few picture in class!!heez











Yup yup~ Xiao shuai ge in my class wor,not singaporean but thai boi,very zi lian ah dunno how to say about him sia!But make sure her gf dun see ah if not sure got another murder case coming..haha Kidding lah ur gf look alright,dun look fierce at all lor.. =P
Well den follow by esther pic den group pic!!!OH GOD my class gal all look so sweet and pretty,number 1 ish Jollis,2 ish Esther,3 ish Eeleen,4 ish me,5 ish Chongying!! haha great pic i think...Really quite happy with this group of friends,alot of unforgettable thing and memory too!Thank for begin my friends "XieXie".





My new very very high heel!!haha today i think i'm taller den other normal day..heez erm normally my heel ish 1/2 of last finger but today ish full last finger..Okie i'm really glad to train wearing such high heels..thinking of buying more high high heels,Next time i'm no longer shortie le..whahahahah =P no offend wor~

"To this special someone:I know love can't be force de,i like you but doesn't mean u got to like me back and i dun expect from you too..i know u got someone in mind le and i'm really sincerely wishing u and her all the best ah,miracle do really happen de so dun give up easily ah..yea?But for me i won't wait for this miracle de cos no use waiting for something tat i confirm can't get so i decided to move on loh but really glad to have a wonderful friend like u,we are friend now and of cos in the future i promise won't forget you de..heez cos it's fate for us to met and be friend..heez Erm dun wild guess le no one will know only u urself.. =P Missing you"

I think i found you le ba!!!Got feel for you le and really have lah i guess so too!!Let's wait and see Kk??? =) Missing you without letting you know about it cos u dun have my blog URL! bleahz =P

BAD MOOD!!!!!

haiZz i guess i'm rather quite unlucky today!!After my presentation today my MP3 gone.I use my MP3 as thumb drive to save thing,helping quite a few friends end up my return ish MP3 gone.."Hao xin mei hao pao" God playing me ah??Anyway dun need to blame le,time to buy a new MP3..It play a important role in my life,without it equal to meaningless.Without music during bus/train my headache will start and time passes very very slow!!Anyway sad case!!!Sorry sis i didn't protect well the MP3 u gave me for last year 16th birthday!!

NEXT..
My England jacket kana stain lah!!Stupid paper got ink den kana print onto my jacket..haizZZZZZ so P off le lor..Nothing to say today 11thjuly2006 suck!!!

My school fee also coming le!!Suddenly feel tat i'm really very very broke!!In use of $$$ le lah.Think think think,work work work,die die die!!!!

It's another end of a week,counting down of 2 more months and it's time for my attachment le..Erm actually still doesn't know which hotel to choose??*Head big* Hoping to go into the same hotel as CY at least got friends to accompany.. Alright friday went out with my 7 sister..heez 7thJuly06 i guess every year of this day we shall meet ba..Anyway heard tat 5 couple become to 3 couple,so sad i hope all will last nah~ When ish our 8 couple meeting??Long way har??

Saturaday working in cafe till 5pm den at night went movie with my buddy..haha "Campus ghost stories"OMG we two can fall asleep inside lei!!heez dunno wat the hell the show ish all about leh no link at all..DISAPPOINTED =(

HEh Rc kid dun get my blog URL from regi hor..so bad wan to see still come and tell me,stupid linus killed u ah and u shortie!!!Changing URL soon!!haha i hope so..Erm yeah next week not working brunch le but working OC for three days sia..Fri,Sat,Sun i guess not enough pplz iz?Why report to RC not on site!!dotz anyway it's good lah if not also dunno how to go.. Sianz =O

HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ
HOLIDAY ENDED (2ndJuly2006)!!!

One week passes so fast..Really been working almost every day morning shift to night shift..Don't have enough sleep,but really i dunno why i work so hard for?Why can't i just enjoy my holiday like wat other teenage of my age??

CHRO-A Class Chalet(27th June 06)






Yuppp our half class chalet cos not all turn up ah!!Erm pay $30 for this chalet,can say ish the most expensive chalet i go..haha Anyway very fun over there,crack alot of jokes and know alot of secret wor..Heez be careful wor!!Okie the white shirt gal ish Esther..This world seem so small leh she use to be in same school with me but only for 3 days she transfer out liao..Red shirt de of cos ish the most scary gal in class and i guess ish the most happy gal in the chalet ba..Can spend almost every moment with her love one,really envy so much but sometime really dunno what guy thinking,He say only friend but why treated her so good that give so much hope,end up hurting her more!!!haiz~ Maybe i should not say other,cos me myself having the same problem as her but not as lucky as her ba~ I think i really like him le!!But you all will never know who i mean... =(

1st Time Working in Cafe!!



Cafe??haha it's my butlet and bauquet company..But wed ish my first time working there..Erm wah now i found out that i understand the berveage menu!!Thank to Mr Lam ah for teaching us about wine/grape... haha make my life more easy in cafe..haha But still wishing myself all the best ah cos really quite tiring leh.. =P

Dad 44th Birthday..




Same old place!!But last year ish my mummy bday we went sobasei to eat while this year ish dad de turn..haha erm The first pic ish our new family photo while the sec?Erm didn't see me??Cos they say i single so help them take pic!!so sad..haha no worry i told my parent that this year and last year got 7 member there next year sure got 8 member de...haha which ish my future bf will be there too..whahahaha Big family leh~ heez


Supper treat by Jack..
Happy 27th Birthday to you~



haha for this pic ish not related to jack but this pic ish taken there..haha erm her name ish jessie..A very sexy gal in my work place hor also can say my good friends ba..cos everytime get to miss her alot when she not working..heez.. =)