Saturday, December 30, 2006
Well well it's Eunice 21st bdae yesterday 29thDEC and she celebrating at her uncle condo which ish just right behind Tiong Bahru Shopping centre..She didn't really invite alot of her friends but almost all Butlers and banquet staff lo.. So yesterday wake up at 1pm and receive Michael call asking me wanna to meet regi at queenway @ 3.30pm.Den we went to school to collect my result.. ARGH!! 2.36GP!!! Oh dear lah wat a lousy result i get for my term 1.. But wat to do??My life really so bad lah! haiZz okie continue my stories..
So den we went to the condo function room and have fun there for whole night!! BUT i'm so call the only gal there so of cos kana bully by those guy,The promise saying tat if i kiss ian den from next time onward they won't tease me lah so of cos stop teasing me and him ish the best lo so i follow wat they say but still end up they wanna him to kiss me back? Oh pls lah i know ian well he won't do tat in front of so many ppls.. Did u all see b4 a friend doing this to another friend? No right? iya but kiss already kiss le so no choice lo but giving him a kiss at his cheek ish nothing to me lo,frank speaking!!!This blog of mine ish very private so i'm not scare of telling tat yes so wat if i like him!!!
It's not a secret anymore cos all ppls at RC are guessing it.. haiz -_- Maybe the stop teasing can help me to forget him fast ba cos all start from the very first teasing and that ish where the feeling come from.. After 8 months of loving him i really dunno wat i wan from him.. Not a friendship nor not a relationship but i really very mess of wat i expect from him but indeed i keep on hurting myself everytime..Everything was smooth a month ago which ish during Nov but a month later which ish now everything change so muchhh lo since i get to know he in love with this gal.. Yeah i'm a gal too i get hurt or jealous when i know he ish in love again but there's nothing i can do but to give my best wishes ba..
But i just hurt myself now cos i'm alway the one forcing something to happened which i guess he dun willing at all lo..I'm always e one so unreasonable,assuming things,thinking and thinking tat cause argument lo..But seriously i wanna to know wat u thinking in ur mind?? Are u tired of it??? Spending time with u really very happy lo but i cannot be so selfish,must be fair to u and her lo,she might not be happy if she know u got contact with someone like me.. No gals like to share guy tat they like de.. Eh.. There ish nothing impossible in this world,to achieve something "hard work" ish the key words but no matter how much i work hard no repay ish return to me so so so i really got to work hard to stop all my rubbish le ba..
Forgetting someone ish difficult de,you will never be forget in my heart de cos i guess i will alway remember someone like u ba but i try to fade my 100% feeling for you!!! It's a good time for my phone to spoil cos everything got to be deleted and past have to be deleted and everything starting anew 3 days later ba with a new inbox space!! Well well a childish gal toking to u now teo!!Hope u give me a cute smile kkies??
Tong stop thinking too much and have a good rest now ba!! =) Goodnight~
Claire @ 3:59 AM
Monday, December 25, 2006
Sorry didn't update for such a long time le.. COS been quite busy with stuff and so not time to edit my picture.. Well,this ish during 19th DEC our staff party at "CRAZY HORSE".All really look like Crazy lo.. Keep on drinking and drinking and drinking... But well,quite a enjoying night lo..The next ish BBQ which ish this coming WED at East Coast Park 27th DEC.. Alot activity going on this two weeks ba.. But still hope to have a holiday and take a good rest.. Haiz.. Sometime holiday also make me think alot so not a good point too... Coming to the end of 2006 le,really such a bad year..Really hope 2007 ish a better year for me,everything gonna be smooth ba~ Looking back to my end of NOV sms,so regret tat i nv treasure well now too late to regret everything..Seem like something gonna gone from me.. =( How lucky of me still have so many friends around me.. Really wanna thanks my few friends they really so good lo.. C.k,Doron,Justin,Regi,Jack,Alicia,Jovi,Michael,Ian ....... Hope you all have a better year in 2007 ba.. =)I Miss him!!!
Claire @ 1:51 PM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Erm..Sending my sister and her buddy off to "GOLDEN" take bus to Genting.. AHHH!! Feel like going for holiday too but my parent dun allow me to go with CY they all at 2nd jan.. BORING* They say they will give me $200 if i never go genting!! Den holiday in Singapore meh? No idea where to go lei! SiaNzz =( -Sad Sad-Well,doing housekeeping in school now.. Really so suck lei,why do ppls dirty their room like hell de??? KAO~ Shit around e whole area,really cannot make it sia!! And really fuck Benny up lah,not gentlemen at all de! Sent gal to death, curse u to death!!!! KNS -angry angry-Won't have much time to blog the following days le cos will be busy with morning attachment and night time RC job.. Getting fatter and fatter everyday! haiz must start to diet starting from tml le so decided not to eat anything for breakfast or lunch or dinner!! Only can choose one meal to eat~!! HaizSometime life seem so meaningless right? In love with this person but can't be together but there's still guys tat u not in love chasing u,What would u do??? I agree tat feeling this type of thing can "pei yang de" but i scare i regret giving up something tat i wanted!! Dragging & dragging for a long time le,guess it's time to give them an answer b4 i waste their time!!One ish 17 & another ish 25. Get to know a new guy last 2 weeks.. haha Quite a out-going guy lo/very easy-going and cute!! lols For this he ish 23 this years..WAH surprise right?Why i always hang out with older guy cos i also dunno?? haha Erm he did sms me every morning and do chat at night in MSN & once in phone call when i working dinner shift on last sat~ SCARY! But still at this moment no one can compare to tat piggy(Forever so cute so cute cannot forget his big round brown eyes and long eyes lash) =P Bleahz Miss him so much! argh @#$#@#$%^*&%$@@$%^
Claire @ 10:16 PM
Thursday, December 7, 2006
17 days to go before i grad from shatec..Erm this ish my class photo,not really all are taken inside but most of it are from my group de..Well can say tat i will miss them after grad lo,will think of the fun moment we have and all the hardship we have during attachment AND of cos my family "Derrick",can say ish a guy friends tat i will never forget in mind ba.. =) Anyway,i guess my next step of education will be MDIS start getting a business Cert to combine with my F & B.. Try getting as many cert as possibe when i'm young ba but sure of i won't be in government school anymore le.. =
Not trying to show off my Birthday party hor!!! But just tat today i didn't go for my attachment so start packing my room and bookshelf and happen to flip through my photo album and think of the past time i use to have.. haha Look at my 7 sister and some of their BF during my this year birthday.. haha so sweet right? But when can we have our 8 partners gathering.. YUP~ This coming new year count down we have this gathering on BUT not all ish real partner so of cos not count lah.. haha Shall wait and wait and wait for that coming year lo.. =) And this ring from him,finding a day to throw it away cos been having nightmare this few night,so SCARY.. Erm ya my partner ish my noisy bloody buddy.. haha Can imagine how uncle he can be if with them.. haha19 Dec ish staff party time.. Haiz have to skip wed attachment le cos confirm cannot wake up unless i'm working night shift.. haha All e best to me.. Wanna take shot of all of them and keep as a memory ba..
Claire @ 7:27 PM
Tuesday, December 5, 2006
OFF DAY!!It's my off day today actually wanna do make up at school banquet department from 8am to 5pm but end up i overslep..I didn't wake up at 6am so gonna stay at home the whole day doing nothing..Wanna celebrate mum birthday today but she refuse she say she too tired..Her actual birthday ish this coming thurs 7th dec but on tat day me and my sis timing clash so can't go out for dinner together.. Haven't tot of wat gift for my mummy maybe just like every year give her a small token of red packet lah,Me not earning much so $50 should be just nice.. =P TOO BROKE le*This whole week of attachment will be at Front Desk..Erm we are suppose to check in/check out guest,doing bellboy service,handling reservation and transferring incoming call to hotel room..Well,first few day of the working shift i dun really keen in doing it lo cos my mind was thinking of F and B not Front line.. But yesterday i started to learn checking in and all thing there and i found out tat actually it's really very fun doing all this and i enjoy doing front desk job.. At least not as tiring as F & B!! I guess maybe i really choose the wrong attachment at RiverView Hotel le.. I should actually try doing Front Office and Part time at RiverCafe F & B job.. Haiz too late to regret liao.. =(Dun feel like doing my make up..Make me so headache* AHHHHH!!! Long time never meet all my old friends le,really miss them so so much!!Wonder wat they busy doing now?Should be working Full time job while waiting for result ba and as for those poly de must be busy revising their upcoming exam lo.. Who else like me so slack everyday? haha Hmm feel like eating buffet tonight.. Yummy Yummy! Haiz a few of my friends saying tat i grow fat recently! So sad i must lose weight le lo if not will be back to last time liao.. SAD-Ya right yesterday chatting phone with this friend of mine who ish working in RiverCafe.. So surprise to receive his phone call and we have a long chat for 2 hours..(Really shock me or surprise me) Erm but can know tat he very depression lo toward his life and relationship.. Nothing much i can help but just giving him my listening ear and some feedback of how to improve himself ba.. Well,hoping that he can hang on and do his best in everything ba.. But really so glad tat he ish one of them that will trust me lo,dun chat much with him when working but just so surprise he will ring me up yesterday.. =) And also receive a sms from my Bro Justin he sending me something weird weird in the middle of night ah? Dunno what happen to all my guy friends there..They look weird to me recently!! HaHa!! *SCARY*
Claire @ 12:54 PM
Friday, December 1, 2006
MC from attachment today..Clock in my card at 2.30pm but Clock out at 3.15pm, COS i really can't stand e pain i have in e afternoon so went to nearby clinic to consult doctor.. Everything ish fine now.. yea yea! =) Just back from dinner with mum,dad,sis,sis bf and sis bf mum.. haha Went to a open space eating house and we order alot alot alot of dish.. EAt till siao sia!! This ish the reason why i grow fat recently..Eat and Eat without stop de.. Scary right? Finding way to lose weight too if not really cannot make it le..Erm a very busy week for next coming week.. Got to clear my Make up fast so must force myself to work for more den 16 hours a day and sleep for 4 hours a days only.. haiz why my house so far away from city area.. Got to wake up 2 hour30min b4 the actual time of work lo.. KNS~ What will it be if i dun clear my make up? haha like wat regi and micheal say de,they dun give a damn to u if u clear ur make up or not.. BORING*Christmas coming soon le* How should i celebrate my Christmas?? Just a pri sch mate invited me to gathering party for 6D class during eve.. Erm.. One of my 7 best friends at sec ask me wat plan for Christmas eve?? LOL i really dunno wat will i do tat day but i hope i can celebrate this day with tat someone i love ba.. Just like 2 years ago celebrating with Andy wat a happy night but ended real fast.. Tat's e first time i celebrate with someone i love.. Maybe i hope same thing can happen this year ba.. =) Possible ma? Or skully end up i celebrating with my buddy..HE this lonely guy dun wanna find gf so as his best friend must accompany him lo.. =P
Claire @ 10:59 PM
