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oH mY goD!!! I spend $84 today!!!!! BROKE!! Item spend: Facial - $45.00 , Hair dye $12.90 , MiNi Nalgene bottle - $15.00 , Cab fare $7.00 & some food item. I didn't even earn so much today but yet i spend so much! Earn money difficult,spend money easy sia. Heart Pain!!!! sob sob.

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Erm.. A short blog before i sleep! Yawn~ Working at office even more tired den working F&B wor...Yup~ Make a choice from the two jobs le. Decided to stay at Marine jobs cos she increase my pay. My Dept head wanna me to stay to help her out about figure of loan machine & so she offer me extra $200. Stay not really becos of $$ buT partly she appreciate me & i just started working 5 days only lo.. Indeed i'm really happy working there, everyone just like family BUT i gain weight cos i always eat & eat & eat while working... haha.. lols Just work 5 days & i gain 2.5kg. Time to lose weight liao... =P

HA! Read alot blog just now & realize tat i really not close to any of my friend anymore.. Seem quite lonely lo.. No time to meet up with them. UPSET~ =(

REGI: Happy 24th Bdae to you, we not contacting each other anymore but still wish u as a friend ba. Take care. =

Goodnight~

Broke up with my recent dear liao..-SAD- OMG~ Wat my sis say always turn out to be so true. I think i know which guy should i actually choose but very tired liao lah. RELATIONSHIP topic stop here first. HAHA!! Sound more like playing. (Steve even we broke up le but i still missed u alot,we are meant to be friend only.. Take care!!)

From this relationship i finally realize wat's wrong with me. Actually this ish also wat i wanna tell u ian. Firstly i always listen to one side story & indeed u put in so much effort in the past to make me happy but didn't appreciate it at all. Losing u ish also of my fault,i always say u wrong,u stubborn but indeed i'm actually e one who ish very stubborn & Hot-temper just abit abit i cannot take it le. But too late to realize e problem, u are happy with ur life now ,You two look great. Hope u having happy ending. =)

Yeah 22ndJune i passed my basic theory test and now waiting for Final theory at 7thAug. But my sch starting at 7thAug too.. OMG~ How?? Anyway must congrat me wor... Lols.

Erm heh dun worry lah shorty i won't complain of u at my blog but haha she's a friendly gal,very easy communicate lo.. Nice chatting with her yesterday. =) All the best wor. =)

Indeed miss the sound of class 2 bike. Was back from dinner just now & happened to pass by a class 2 biker. The bike sound really great & their action look familiar, let me recalled of the past me and him also did the same action every time he send me home. But tat's past, still hope my next BF can drive & ride.. But rich man son cannot ride only drive. SiaNz! =Pp izzit abit hint who shall be my next BF? Enjoy guessing. lols =P

Weird dream last night! Never expect will dream of JACK sia! lols but it's a stories of dream.. Meaning will tell u all wat i dream about last night.. But indeed sound funny lo~ HaHa.

Goodnight =)

Ended staff farewell party. Well tat's the end of my fate with Rivercafe / Butlers&Banquets. Will still meet up with those friends for dinner in future ba but not all i guess. HaHa sound rather quite sad. But we have to accept the fact, changing a new environment should be something good ba. Forget the past and look forward for better days. =) Take care all my friend, will meet up real soon if we are still fate to be friend.

Today ish my off day. Well Morning went over to deaR hse at Bukit Timah which cost me $11 cab fare har?? Kao~ His not a saving dear,like to spend money pamper himself!! Last time got car le den recently still change new car. iy0! Indeed really LovE him but we won't go far, really quite difficult to communicate with him, we do have different interest & dun really have time for each other. He loved swimming so most the time will spend time having training after work. Guess i'm really sick & tired of going into relationship ba. Dun wish to make myself unhappy anymore.. It's just starting so i shall give dear more time lo. Hmmm

dear i miss u so much.. Muacks hugs. =)

To: Kpo [DI]..



The middle guy ish my deardear.. =) Eh. still haven't taken picture with him b4 so steal his picture to show u lo.. haha..
Intro: My dear name YeN Li wEi StEvE this year 25 years old, finish studies liao so currently working at NUS as Research dunno wat lah.. haha He loved swimming so can swim until forget me de.. haha But okay lah we will get closer sooner or later de.. =)
[DI] - So my new BF pass anot? Or last time Ian? hahahahaha....


Anyway moved on liao..Past will always be past.. Will lead a very happy life with my current BF. Yea! =) Missed him muchhhhh.... Hugs.


Well, Got a job yesterday as admin staff at a shipping company at tuas lo... Not very good pay but can survive lo while studying evening class. But the place quite "wulu", alot foreigner lo so next time must sure if i work OT my deardear or daddy must fetch me.. haha bleahz! =P

YeahZzzz....

Erm.. =( Upset cos one of my dear fall sick & admitted to SGH.. Spend my this week off day with him & his mum at hospital.. He so weak ah!! haha.. Talk to his mum alot alot of thing, dunno why like to chat with aunty.. I think i become aunty soon liao... Anyway still hope he faster recover lo, dun make me worry anymore hor!! "Must be strong leh, next time still need to marry me hor" Lols. Well.. Sleeping soon cos tml morning need to cook & visit him at hospital. GoodNight Friend, update soon =)

Oh Btw.. I not flirt hor.. haha even thro now mixed with quite a few guy but i nv flirt yeah? I only interested in one guy only wor which ish "Steve" =) Hugs. haha...

YOZZZZZ.... =)

Changes in my life..
SiewTing have moved on her life.. Enrol evening class @ MDIS-Diploma in International Business, Lesson Starting on 8Aug07 & End a year later.. 7pm t0 10pm on every WED & FRI. Have lot of thinking after i decided to put down the relationship with him & finally make me realize tat guys isn't really tat important to me at the moment. I can choose to play around now but provided i have achievement few years later... It's a waste if i really put in real effort to any relationship "nothing ish lasting". =) Anyway i will meet better guy in future. Someone who really dote on me..

Alright do have planning for future :::
Will Complete my diploma at a year time. Complete driving by this year end. Looking for admin job by july. Continue either Advanced Diploma in Accounting or Degree in Accounting. At the age of 21 able to apply my very first Lady credit card. Learn baking skill, attend additional classes. Follow by stable relationship at my 20s.

Went clubbing on last SAT 11June07 with Rachel. Tat's e second time clubbing first ish at BUTTER FACTORY @ April 06. I can't enter Dbl O on sat so went to ZOUKS. Quite relaxing after a long working days. This might be the life i wish to have now ba... The next time i club i will definitely go with a guy or big group. =) So Happy!

Brought 2 shirt last Wed. One ish for REGI & one ish for JACK as their bdae present. Also create a photo of Butlers&Banquets/Rivercafe for JACK. But i still prefer last time the photo i create for me & ian but lost liao. Too bad lo tat's our fate ba. heez

Erm went over to my aunt house yesterday at tanjong rhu. Still prefer to stay at condo & her hse. Shiock feeling leh.. haha Did chat alot with her last night. Erm if really got chance will like to stay with her. But well not all relative can stay tgt, human are selfish.. After living tgt for sometime confirm will have argument de lo.. But if really got chance i hope i can move out to stay with friend. Tat's my dream, but begin independent ish not as easy as wat we think. But i still hope i can have e chance. =)

Haha.. Off tml! Wat should i do??? -_-

Hugs,
-Claire-

I falling in love with a new song sing by LAURA FYGI "How do i win your heart". Quite a Emo song but really a nice song.. I simply love it so much, wanna to share with u all but too bad i can't find it on internet cos i burn it into my laptop.

Well, i met him today at my work place. Surprise to see him came all the way down to restaurant to take photo shot.. It's been 2 months i didn't see him, and really really have alot of things to talk to him but he still angry with me so we dun really have much topic when i speak to him.. Seem like argue but we are not.. Wanna to hug him but i never cos my whole body stop me...Well MAybe the two of us are too tired to carry on any topic related ba so make a decision of letting nature take place, means instead of us creating chances and problem we shall let nature take over. IF we really fated to carry on the usual life we will but not den we still can be friend. Anyway he still piss with me so let time heal everything ba. Or maybe time to heal my wound. It's deeply cut now and bleeding everyday. NO guy can be the medicine to cure my wound but only him. BUT salt keep added every single moment. Well.. Nature ba~ IAN i promise u i will not think about our problem anymore.

I rejected a guy yesterday. Now i understand the feeling of loved by someone ish better den i loved someone. But indeed i hurt him too much, I promise him i will give him chance two weeks ago but i realize tat i really can't get over ian. If i accept him means i'm e ian and he ish me.. He will get hurt by someone he love most which ish me but to me i dun feel anything. He willing to do so many things for me but wat i can do ish "THANKS" but not to give my heart.. This guy ish always there when i'm down but i really dun wish to step into relationship with him. I rather we are friend den couple. At least friend last forever,but couple once break there's no way we could go back to friend. I rather now tgt with a guy tat i have feel but not important in future. At least i won't get hurt badly.

At the end of everything i guess only Mike/Regi/Jack understand how i feel. After so many fight and hate, at the end of the story they are still there for me.. This END of june i'm getting 3 gift for jack, 1 for regi & 1 for ian ...

I will try to get someone taking over his place real soon.. COS i'm happy siewting. =) Yeah!! GoodNight~ =)

Haiz simply dun understand why guy can change their mind so fast? AND really dun understand wat did i done wrong to deserved all this type of treatment from u.. IAN WHY? Can u tell me?? In the past u treat those gal like this and even until now u treat me the same way, is this ur natural character? There's no way for u to change izzit?? Really very disappointed with u.

IAN TEO: I really never expect anything from u liao but just stop quarrel or argue with me and lead the normal life can? We not even started any love relationship how to hate each other?? All along we are just facing complicated relationship. I really dun understand wat ur mind thinking.. U really inhuman lo, i did so much for u u dun appreciate it at all.. AND just like to look on my bad point and blame me for tat. Why can't u think urself tat u have ur bad point too.. Why u keep blaming me for assuming thing and i can't achieve wat u wan. Have u achieve wat i wan? U told me u can't do it and so i also can't promise u anything..

Anyway i'm really very sick and tired liao.. I'm not ur dog, stop scolding me like nobody business. And i RESPECT you for so long liao, but u are over my limit now tat i really can't accept anymore and tat's where i dun respect u. Maybe u are still childish not mature.. In future u will understand tat u owe alot of gal and u make e biggest mistake.

We will still be friend.. Tat's all ba... Thanks

Hmmm ish tat test so difficult meh??? NAh not really leh.. But find those ans u all choose very funny leh.. LOLS* Anyway thanks for trying lo..=)

I'm at Level two of my restaurant now.. Working split shift today! Heard a bad/good news from the management teams. Starting from today my manger JACK SIM will start to clear leave and tat's means REGI ass manger taking over ah?????? OMG~ Haiz i dunno.. Hate working here liao.. really hate it so much.. NExt week will be the last week having part timer. So tat's means the last two weeks only full time will be working BUT we only have 4 Full timer.. Another leaving us next week and so left with 3.. ARGH!!! Tired! Life getting harder sooner and later lo.. But who really care??

The one u trust most and know more about you might be the one betray u the most ba, the one tat u dun care might be the one be there for u if u need help lo.. Do u all understand wat i mean? Friends are easy to find but true friend are hard to find... REALLY~ =) TRUST ME! Ask urself who's ur good friend tat will be there for u if u need help??

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HiHi, Really no time for my sec friends.. AND also other outside friends... Really very very sorry wor.. Last time got ian den no time too now no him liao but still dun have time... Been busy working but guess soon might start a new relationship soon ba. =) HA i dunno why so dun ask me why ya? Erm but really think it's better to be loved by someone den loved someone. Today a kitchen staff told me he remember wat i like to eat tat's why he brought my fav food yesterday when he saw it. Touch right? but too bad, no interest!

Haha.. Three more weeks to go before RC closing down.. Erm... Today JACK show me lot of picture of past staff and i saw alot picture tat make me recall about him and me.. Well let me think of the past alot, how me and him started and how happy we are in e past. Jack even wan to sell me a video clips of him drunk at the price of $100. Haha His cute sometime lah but well to me now i got to be strong liao.. We choose to end and so it's bound to be good for us ba, maybe like this won't hurt both of us ba. I stop thinking since last sunday le so leave it to a good & happy ending ba ian.

I'm tired le.. Goodnight~ =X Hugs