Friday, December 28, 2007
It's been like more den a month of me for not blogging here... Erm. was reading my previous blog on 19NOV.. I was stating that i miss SK so much & love him.. Haaa YA indeed i really fall deeply for him and really want to spend my life with him. I did make it!! But the time are really so short, we manage to spend few weeks together but finding that actually we don't suit each other at all.. I mean he can't accept the life i have and i can't accept the life he have.. I'm someone that have too many guy friends, which make him difficult to accept it. So he choose to close my friendster account, changing my number and delete all my contact! For his sake i give up everything, but did he give up anything for my sake? HE's really a very selfish guy, he only think of his career,about himself, he wan everything to be prefect for his own benefit but what about me? Maybe really it a good choice of parting to solves the problem we have. Maybe he really not my type, I promise myself i wanna to forget him and remain as friends. I still can't accept our beautiful life turn out to be like this. Indeed i hate him so much, i put in so much effort end up i get nothing in return. He really idiot idiot idiot, I'll make sure he regret for hurting me so much. NGOO SIN KAI, I HATE YOU SO MUCH, YOU ARE THE WORST BF/WORST GUY FRIENDS I EVER MET!!!
Claire @ 12:45 PM
