TIRED TIRED!!! yAWN! Not enough sleep lah.. Been working so hard recently,from day to night,day to night none stop lo! KAO!!!! My dark circle getting from bad to worst le... BUT nvm cos i pamper myself yesterday during my split shift. haha.. ME & MIKE went to far east SHOPPING!!! lols I brought myself 4 pc lace spaghetti top. Whahaha Look fat when i wear ba but at least now can wear compare to last time i no size horrrr... lols "M" size!! hahahahahaha.. Quite sexy lo cos ish V shape ,suitable for office wear too.. Just nice can wear if i'm working at office... Heex =X As for today when to COLD STORAGE with ZET buy alot of food stuff to put at home... Look like aunty shopping at market har?? But i enjoy this type of life lo,if my bf stay alone haha maybe tat hse turn out to be my world liao,i sure buy alot alot alot food stuff. LaLaLaLa... MOVE ON? Of cos will move on if some day we have to stop... Guys? haha Hard to choose leh.. Hate to choose guy lo but as long as one day my heart not taken away u still get a chance lah. but depend how u woo me liao wor xiao didi... Lols Sorry should be uncle.. =P Indeed got someone in mind liao ( So fast right?) but shall see how lo.. hahahaha.. Hugs~ Blog again soon~ Take care all.... =)
Claire @ 5:44 PM
Monday, May 28, 2007
Hello friends.... Thanks for all ur concern and viewing of my blog.. I'm fine liao... Last few days just too angry of him for treating me bad for no reason and tat's why alot fuck u or CB words out there.. But after thinking why should i be so pissed with this type of guy??? I'm not the first gal who get treated like this mah!! AND i should expect this from him sooner or later lo.. BUT Just wish him and his future wife good luck lo.... FOR me? i have lot of friends out there and GUYS!!! Heez Just like my PT "Part time BF" So good so shuai!!! lols Anyway the most success gal in world ish to heck care lo. Other gal can do it so i can also... Yeah yeah!!! =) For me i'm always easy going i still treat him as friend lah but maybe he too gulity to face me ba... Wat to do? He won't talk to me forever liao so needed his GD friend help to take back wat he owe me lah.. Tat's simple. haha ish this e siewting u use to know?? Accept and heck care... LOLS Life are short, why unhappy? I should make myself happy everyday. But indeed i find it fate leh.. Cos Last wed i drop my laptop and all my file lost. My sis create a nice wallpaper of me and him using all our pic(All my work friend should know) but i lost tat wallpaper and i create for his bday too as a gift.. Den after tat thurs we quarrel. Sunday which ish yesterday i tot my desktop have his folder so deleted all his 53 pic from my thumb drive. HAHA End up i never copy inside my desktop,i-pod and another thumb drive. U think ish this fate???? FATE ENDED BA!! Something to celebrate ba... I been release leh!!! BUT i still get back the folder. Dotz right? Let his be bah! He still not mature.. I better get myself a mature guy. =) Wait for my Good news soon wor... HEez
Claire @ 11:56 PM
Saturday, May 26, 2007
I HATE YOU TO MAX MAX MAX!!!!! I dun understand why if we can't continue as usual why u rather choose to end with me like this? Can't we just be friend?? Izzit so difficult!! Make each other hate each other u very happy izzit?? You are real fucking different guy!!! This time round i'm not going to soft my heart for you!! Wat u owe me u will need to return me one day... Treating u so well u know how to appreciate it meh? PUI!! Waste all my time and youth on u, lucky i'm still young i can play with u for years! But so lucky playing with u not years but for months only and we ended it... The most childish guy i met!! Still tot find older guy more mature but shit hell lah,u no different with 14 year old kid! Such a disappointing guy! Hope something bad got to happen to u soon! Take things for granted! U think u who ah! Shit ass hole! Fuck off to one side lah! The most useless guy i ever met!! I LOOK DOWN ON YOU IAN TEO!!!!!!!!! You make me hate u so much, dun blame me for destroying ur name!! It's as bad as shit!!!!
Claire @ 1:00 AM
Thursday, May 24, 2007
The most Fucking cheebye guy i ever met "IAN TEO". Really dun understand wat the fuck u wan from me? Ever since we are back to normal i already change so much but still u not contented!!! Just small thing and u wanna to agure with me..scold me for nothing,u too free iz? U make me feel tat wasting my time talking to u. HEH u are 24 this year not 14 can u be more mature... Don't always think tat u are fucking correct and other are wrong. This ishur biggest weak point in life, u dun face the fact of ur own character.... IN FUTURE IF YOU WAN FIND SOMEONE TO ARGUE PLS DO NOT CALL ME,I DUN HAVE SO MUCH TIME TO ENTERTAIN YOU AND WASTE MY FUCKING TEARS DROP ON YOU. Don't ever take things for granted!!!!! How i wish u can disappeared in this world now and i promise i will not drop a single tears for u anymore.. You know wat's the meaning of sick and tired of ur rubbish!!! You work tired does not mean other don't,but we don't show it to friends,just like wat u did to me!!! Fuck attitude!!!! YOU CHEE BYE!!! You are the first guy i scold and curse!!!!! UR FUCKING ATTITUDE MAKE ME HATE YOU SO MUCH!!! CHEEBYE!!!!!!!! You have never treasure me ever since we back to usual... FUCK!
Claire @ 7:28 PM
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Mummy MummyHAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to you..... =) Yeah! Was working 8am-4pm today cause wanna celebrate mother day with my dearest mummy.. Did make her unhappy last few weeks cos been home late every night after work. But dun worry k? I know my drinking limit and i know who i'm drinking with. There might be no other chance anymore. Mirool Creek Merlot(Red Wine) ish forever Regi,Jack,Claire best friends ya? Another stage of my life ending soon le... So glad to met such a wonderful friends and manager,hoping tat in future we still can work together k? haha.. Erm.. This week i'm having two off days. One ish tml(Mon) while another day will be on thurs.. But will use my off day as practical lesson ba.. Hoping tat i can faster clear my practical. But sad to say i'm jobless soon~ Really so difficult to get myself another job. Argh! Abit lazy too.. Feel like having a long break but i will eat shit for whole month lo. haha~ Intro me office job leh!!!!!!! Yeah!!! I have him back again le.. In my heart i still think tat he's e best among all. He look great,he so cute,i hope i can hold him forever butttt nah~ I'm contented with wat we are now. No affect in our life!! Tat's better right shorty?? haha Sometime will feel like sms him or call him but will tell myself later,later ,later cos he might be with jo or busy den after tat will forget about it. So never contact with him for several days lo unlike last time,wat i feel like do i will do it without thinking.. Izzit better now? haha i told u i will prove to u i'm change towards u. We will never end like this until the correct timing ya? =) Take care ah!! =) I wan eat bedok 85 "BA CHOY MEE"!!!! When u fetching me there???? lols Broke us~ Ian::: I gain weight le since the last time we have argument... Eat too much good food liao.. Time to lose weight le lo... HELP!HELP!HELP! Only when u say me fat den i will stop eating. lols =P
Claire @ 9:32 PM
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Hihi... Busy life. lols Came to a decision of leaving RC/B&B and look for new job. Cos starting from july there won't be any RC/ B&B existing in singapore anymore. Do have feeling for this company so feeling quite upset. Haiz 1July07 will be 2 years working liao but well, Ending soon~ The whole big family will be apart,will break up.. It's getting hard to get everyone back once again. Look like steve(BOSS) fault but if to say business,he might make the correct choice. Anyway do take care everyone.. Will miss the time when we get to working tgt. =) Especially him~ Recently getting so emotional.. ARGH! Just like yesterday out of sudden regi attitude me and i just threw my HP and his HP to the ground. I'm really angry and piss tat i do all those thing. It's all because i treat him as a very good friend and tat's why? I understand how he feel tat time when i have quarrel with him le.. But well, lucky we are back to normal again le, but just less talk less sms. But i'm contented ian.. =) - I also dunno wat i'm doing.. Wonder why out of sudden all my ex been contacting me. Asking me out again? haha But to me okay lah, can't be couple can be friends.. So i dun mind contacting them,i dun like enemy de.. heez but well that day came out a topic with regi saying about the warmer hug he ever get from two gal he love. And i think about it there's this someone came into my mind tat night. It's during jan when i and him went for dinner follow by pub. He hug me inside cab,the feeling till today i still can't forget but well,he avoid me and so we no longer friends anymore. I'm upset not to treasure him when his there for me. Now his gone and just let him be ba Gilbert. As for ian i regretted stepping into the wrong moved last NOV. If i could turn back the time,i rather me and him now still like last time, just sms friends/work friends and tat's all. But since we are out all the way to those complicated relationship,so just carry on till i found my another dream guy ba. "I met my dream guy but that's not true love" When i go Loyang(Changi) and it state there. I met my dream guy(Ian/gilbert) But not true love. HaHA~ Let it be lo, as long as i got alot good friends i'm contented le. =)
Claire @ 12:42 PM
Saturday, May 5, 2007
I miss him so much.. Out of sudden!!!! But i promise before i will never let him know i miss him, Will u get angry when i say tat here? Well.. This song nice right? "I still believe!!!"It's actually my ringtone when he call me(Only him,so last time everyday i will at least hear this song once).. BUT Been so long never listen to this song le... It's my FAV song of all~ Can't hear from my HP but can hear from my blog... Start viewing all my call log and sms log just now.. Didn't see his name anymore,lot of other ppls name.. Izzit the end of us??Hope not ian! He not in singapore now! What can i do??? He still refuse to talk to me? Why all guys turn out to be like this? So Hurtful!!!! ARGH!!!!! I call you soon k?? Intro another nice song!! It's my Fav too...
Claire @ 7:49 PM
Thursday, May 3, 2007
=) Blogging time!!! Erm this blog seem to be like my personal life diary le.. Haha been blogging about all my life ah. Well well well.. Today Mike and Dep have a fight during work time,quarrel over a small issue but tat's make dep cry and mike pissed off.. Well,izzit because mike care so much for dep as a friend so he get pissed off?? So was thinking the whole night ish ian and me the same case? Does he really care so much about us? Ish our relationship been treasure between us?? Well actually i dunno lah, for mike i believe he ish but for ian i not sure.. Really so difficult to understand him dunno wat his mind thinking, he's the most different guy in the WORLD!!! Wondering during our week of quarrel,did he think of me or still remember me?? = Anyway only he himself know so much wat he wan and wat he thinking. He start giving me a feeling tat he's a guy that will never get stable life even if he get marries. Ian prove me wrong k? Argh! So emo recently towards guy.. When u start to lose that person,u tend to treasure him lot but it's too late to do so. In the past when we are so close,i dun treasure but regretting it now!! How i wish he could be my side all the way till i'm old. His not the type of guy i like but he's the guy tat give me feeling tat he's always by my side if i need him and able to take care of me BUT everything seem too late. I wish he could be the BF tat i can bring to during my BRO Wedding or any function. I like him,deeply and deeply each day. I scare to bring the guy i like back home anymore.. The moment i bring back we will end relationship in the next few weeks like eg. Jo and ian(Not BF but still we end after my family gathering) Haiz GOODNIGHT~ Hope i hear from ian soon ba~
Claire @ 2:20 AM
:NAME:claiRE CHIAM
:DOB:17th apRIL 1989
:AGE:20
:STATUS:sinGLE
:EMAIL:
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