5 days late for my new post!! So sorry ah cos recently really damn busy with my attachment and part time job.. haha Finally my WAR end le,Erm but nightmare of attachment just started,this week ish just my first week but i skip 2 out of 5 days lo.. But indeed i'm sick today having sore throat and fever last night lo.. haiZ maybe ish my body can't take the long hours of work ba.. BUT overall it come to an ending le.. yeah yeah yeah~

Haha just now counting my pay Erm,if nothing goes wrong my pay should be around $900+++.. ya can't compare with hao they all lo getting $1000+++.. KAO~ working like mad sia.. BUT pay not here yet i already make a planning of wat to do with it.. $100 - H/P bill(3 months) , $50 - PRUDENTIAL Assurance , $200 - School Fee , $150 - Gift , The rest ish in my saving account.. LOL =P

Today which ish sat ish my off day.. Didn't plan of going out but plan for working lo AND my sister will be out of singapore for her NETBALL thing.. So boring alone at home lo,Sometime find my sister so naggy like my mummy rather dun wan her,BUT if really dun have her i also dunno wat will i be now lo.. SO she's very important to me cos she ish alway with me when i need someone.. Thank Siew Khim!! LOL haha My family ish the best!!

Yup Mookcake festival coming le,Actually my class plan to meet together and everyone are suppose to have partner den celebrate together lo but think due to attachment will be cancel ba.. haha SAD SAD* But i think i will make agar agar mookcake ba,shall see if i got time or not le..BUT i guess i will be busy next week also lo,Working night shift so equal to no life.. 2.45pm report work and 11pm off work.. haiZz Life really suckz sia~

Take care..... =)

Ouch Ouch Ouch!!!

Erm... Attachment really very very suckz lo,haiz!! Today wake up at 4.30am but i still late for work.. KNS~ Tot of taking 502 all e way to Somerset but end up the first bus ish 6.04am so no choice got to alight and take cab there.. Erm reach there ish $11.50.... So expensive nah~
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This whole week i'm doing breakfast start at 7.30am to 10.30 am,11am break till 11.30am,rollcall 11.30am to 12noon follow by 12noon to 3pm lunch shift..LOOK!! No pay but work worst den my RC job lo.. Cannot even rest when leg are hurt must stand and walk around...My leg pain due to wearing of heel and i have to walk with my drag feet.. KAO~ HOW?how?how? Erm but not only me all the gal and guy leg hurt too.. Really feel like giving up this course,why do we pay and work for them?? OMG~

Well life for tml will be much more different le.. Erm after 3pm me will take MRT to Raffle place and work.. Erm i guess i won't have anymore time to blog or even touch my com.. Cos i calculator tat everyday must wake up at 4.30am and night time i only can sleep by 2am lo..Each day left with 2.30hour with my bed and the rest of my sleep will be during traveling time ba.. haiZz.. From somerset to ,my house erm the traveling time also need at least 1.15hours.. haiz

Might consider staying at my aunt house next next week.. Erm her house more near to City area.. Can work/attachment and have enough sleep cos of shorter traveling time ba.. She lived at condo opp of kallang stadium lo.. hahaha.. Why i not staying at EAST side.. sianz*

Alright,might blog during sat my off day for attachment ba.. Erm time for me to pack up and have an early night today..Take care all friends.. Anything feel free to sms me ba.. =) Cyaz Miss yaz..

Finally ending of e week le..but today passes so fast?? It's my off day b4 more tough life coming.. haha nah actually working dinner shift today de but manage to find someone replace me.. Really thank alot.. =) you save my life..haha say until like wat sia.. dotz..

Well,waking up at 4.30am tml for my first day attachment.. Boring sia* Erm tough life cos this week i'm also working at RC from tues to sun.. hahahahaha Siao siao ting~ Good luck to me sia.. Everyday only got 4 hours of sleep.. haiz -_-'

Alright time for me to sleep le.. Goodnight!!! =)

Erm.. Just finish bathing cos went eating supper with Hao,Ash,C.k,Doron,Regi at Liang court mac again.. Eeeee.. Mac again damn sian lo, cos yesterday night i also eat mac cos BBQ food left not much food for me.. So everyone suggested to eat mac.. kao~

Well.. Recently really so tired after working lo..Like now waiting for my hair to dry b4 i'm going into my dreamland le..hahaha den sleep till tml afternoon~ Shoick sia Long time nv enjoy long hours of sleep le cos every morning my KP SHAWN keep on barking and barking,den my parent also talk loudly in e morning and tat stupid vacuum damn bloody KP also.. Cannot take it sia.. hahaha ahbo ish sms keep coming in or call.. Alway disturb me sia,maybe should switch it off now and switch on again tml morning when i wake up lo.. hahahahaha =P

Yawn yawn yawn yawn ........... It's 3.23am now!!!!

Iyo getting ache all over my body especially my shoulder to neck part,think ish this few days keep doing OC and carrying heavy tray around ba.. Erm still tot tml can work dinner shift so can rest a day end up must do OC,somemore sure carry drink de.. sian sia.. OMG~ i'm so tired* Wanna get massage from my sis de but the moment i reach home she already asleep le.. Also dunno why she recently so early sleep.. Guess ish becos her school reopen liao.. HaHAhA.. LOL Wink eye* No massage for me *Sob Sob*

Life for this week seem so meaningless..Holiday doesn't seem to be holiday!!! Work sleep work sleep work sleep.. Tat's wat i do for the past 3 days le.. I really hate my attachment at ROSETTE.. Not even started attachment yet me already thinking of how boring and stupid it will be le.. Erm paying $4000 to do FOC job.. KNS~ waste my time and $$$$ lah, Seem like cheating our $$$ lo.. haiz tired le..Time for me to stop my blog and have a good sleep le,my bed calling for me liao..ahahaha Good Night all friends,Sweet Dream,Take care,Miss ya.. =))

Erm.. Just reach home from chalet... ahahahah!!! Didn't enjoy myself nah cos dun really have time there to play loh.. Only get to play mahjong till 6am den sleep for 3 hours my mummy fetch me home liao.. BUT didn't went home cos we went praying at Loyang there lo.. Well the last chalet they also fetch me and bring me there but i didn't went in to pray.. This time round i pray for my family,me and a friend loh.. Hope everything goes well for him.. =)

Maybe today i will be blur when working ba,cos lack of sleepiness.. LOL i left with 1 hour 30 min and i got to leave house for work le.. Siannnnnnnnnz!! HaiZ alright i will blog again soon.. Sad no pic for this time chalet cos forget bring.. TOO BAD =(

Finally my long day end le.. Yesterday work from 11am to 2am sia,dunno why yesterday we all so tired,first time doing just 3 hours function we tired till siao le.. haha.. I think i too long nv drink le,after drinking just one bottle yesterday i felt so dizzy sia.. Ah? Ronald they all jio me to pub last night i think i also cannot make it ah,too long nv enjoy this type of fun le.. Drunk b4 one time scare liao,at that stupid Indian pub after my school dinner and dance.. LOL

Erm.. Yesterday function?? Wah those banker very very tall lo,when serve them must head up de.. LOL different from Asian ppl.. =P Well,today ish my off day so must treasure it lo if not next sat den got off day le.. Maybe i won't get time to blog the next few months ba cos really very tough life leh.. Making Agar Agar mooncake Soon.. yea yea!!

My planning : Tues - Sun working OC.Next Mon - Sun school attachment in the morning at night time working RC.. Sure Falling sick soon or later de.. haha My attachment at Rosette restaurant reporting time 6.45am till 3pm.. so equal to 4.45am must must wake up cos work place at around Somerset.. So early right?? OMG~ Thinking of moving to my auntie house first at least her house near MRT station so dun need to take 20min bus to interchange.. Somemore this attachment no pay de,still must pay own adult fare a day $5.. KNS~ Pay $4000 d0 Free OF Charge Work!!! -_-''' Wat the hell!!

Look this spyde from my work place trying to be funny/to make us laugh.. hahahaha..

Chalet at Pasir Ris this wed.. yea yea erm.. should be after work taking cab over ba.. Waiting waiting waiting~ =)

GoodNight,Sweet Dream...

Erm.. Really very tiring.. Today working Brunch at 11 am till 4.30pm den help out abit of OC setting for tml till 8pm..Wah really a long day for me sia, Having a early night today cos tml i work 11am till i guess midnight lo.. Cos function starting at 7pm.. AH? And just now load alot alot of white wine glass and buffet thing up.. haha wash till siao*

Finally my holiday ish here le.. yea yea having chalet on wed till thurs but i guess i'm working cos just now jack told me i work Tues to Sun.. haha hope he bluff me de.. But anyway after working me also still can go Costa Sand Resort to find them lo.. Go there sleep sleep den next day work again.. haha Boring life right?? I think in my whole life, Teens life ish the worst liao cos i got no chance to enjoy.. =) But nvm i wan my family to be happy,i wan to work hard,i wan to be independent!!!!! =))

Thank -_- for explaining to me everything just now.. I really understand when u are unhappy le.. Really feel very sorry for wat i have do in the past tat real make u unhappy.. I promise not to make my own assumptions anymore.. I wan u to be happy i wan everyone to be happy.. My fault for not understanding the whole situation.. Hug to apologize*

Erm.. Now i'm in good mood cos i just win when playing mahjong/DaiDi with Ronald,Cy,shuan,Nan Keng..They were at my house just now.. Never know my mama help me win alot $$.. i dun really know how to see and she help me.. So glad a Big Big Big hug for my mummy~ Muack Muack

As for Steve, after thinking i believe we are still always friends ba.. Take care always, not i dun love you but i can't love you.. Hope u understand.. =)

Tian Tian Ye Ye(天天夜夜)-F.I.R & Shin

New Song for my blog,was intro by my sis...Really very nice song right? Listen more times and surly u will like this song..

Really very difficult to fall in love with another guy when i have not forget him.. I feel so moody, to me he ish ever e best guy i know and my feeling for him so so strong tat i can't do anything.. Yup i agree there's a big different compare to last time and now.. And he really turn to another guy now tat i can't understand him at all..I dunno wat he ish thinking and i'm unable to guess wat he thinking about.. The type of attitude he have compare to last time- really very big different.. Can u tell me wat happen my dear friend,only u are able to ans my qns?

"Wo he ni zhen de you yuan wu fen" 有缘无份

Yes i like him and i like him alot but why can't i face him when working.. Why am i so afraid to face him.. I really dunno why?? I dunno wat i can do now?? Is it so difficult to be friend again?? Is it so difficult to find back the souls u use to have?? Please give me a slap* I regretted telling you i like u, i regretted going to butter factory at 1st April 2006.. I hate myself and i really hate myself!!!! I can't let the feeling go, why can't u try to understand me more? Really very difficult to forget someone really very difficult,i'm trying my best but it's always there.. I feeling bad and pain~ Stop playing pls!!! "NOT UR FAULT"

I'm not accepting any guy at this moment,i rather be single.. I'm sorry Steve!! I think i wanna concentrate at my attachment and work at RC.. My schedule ish out and ish from 6.45am to 3pm.. After that i'm give RC schedule,Guess i will be very busy for the next 9 months all e way until july07.. Maybe this ish a good time for me to cool down and think about it or good chance to forget him cos i won't have much chance to see u anymore.. =) Top blog i scare you right? i Guess my this sentence make you clam down bah, i guess i'm someone tat's very straight forward and to me i like to share my problem with you,no reason just feel great.. You are really a great friend i met this 17 years.. Thankz -_- !!

Finally i have the free time to sit down in front of my com to blog le.. Erm.. WHY SO BUSY?? cos been playing mahjong at Nan Keng house.. haha~ Didn't really lost alot $$$ but think spend at cab fare lo from there to my house ish around $8.30... Broke broke broke~

Yup this week ish my exam week but seem like i didn't really study alot lo,using most of my basic knowledge in exam.. Even my practical in F and B also use what i learn when working in cafe lo.. haha~ But i got confident in scoring well in those subject.. haha =P

Well, life per normal lo.. nothing really happened recently,Been enjoying my holiday with friends around me ba..Cos nothing special or someone special to spend the time with me.. =) I wan save $$ to buy bike helmet!!!!I wan to learn bike soon~But dunno if he(Someone) allow cos he driving leh... haiz~ Must respect him! =)

Last Week in School...



Yupyup tat's really very fast,i'm leaving shatec soon..It seem like i just enter the school yesterday and start knowing new friends..But i really learnt alot of things from this 4 months in shatec,from someone i trust most to not trust and from someone i use to dislike to like..And how i get know to my new 2 sisters..Anyway get to miss them alot too~ and will miss them too.. On 25 sept i will be attach to "Rosette Restaurant" which ish at ShaVilla.. Orchard area sia,really have to travel for 1.15 hour b4 i can reach there.. Really very tiring!! =)

Well..tml ish my exam week, but i have studies 20% out of 100%.. Today been not feeling well the whole day.. Yesterday night return home from work my eyes swollen till now still not yet recover..Having headache and stomache now.. I think i hardly can sleep tonight le.. Burning midnight oil for my F & B paper tml.. haiz~

Life really tough for me now.. I'm thinking of few things now,but no one can help me,i wan concern from tat person but i won't get it.. =) Anyway i must alway think bright side not the bad side!! =)

=)

hahahahahahahahahahaha..... BACK from work,i'm so hungry now,Long time nv eat full meal liao..haha my full meal means 3 meals.. LOL*

HAIZ My exam is on mon but i haven't start my self studies yet,OMG~ who can save me?? Tml working dinner shift so i'm left with sunday to study le.. Hope i can score well in my first paper.. hahaha Finally attachment start le,First station ish "ROSETTE" which ish at sha villa,free den must come visit me wor.. hahahaha

Nothing much to blog today so shall stop here.. *Good mood* =)

End of one day holiday... =(

Time passes so fast today,Erm today didn't meet LW for movie cos last min his work place got inspection so end up meeting Jessie at 2pm den we went to bugis shopping~ hahahahahaha... After tat she went her dancing class and i went to Nan keng house with Ronald,Cy,Shuan to play mahjong~ iya LOST $$$$$.. Recently no luck sia,somemore sitting at unlucky place.. LOL~

HAHA~ Tell you "I not giving up" i scare i regret next time and i dun wan cheat pplz feeling and myself!! I really dunno~ In my life i guess only 2 guy important to me lo one confirm ish my buddy while another one ish someone tat i like lo.. SO after thinking and thinking i still choose to carry on the feeling~ Wat should i do Esther??? But he no longer last time de him liao,i think wanna be friend like last time also very difficult lo.. HAIZ sobz sobz* SHAMELESS~

Thinking thinking thinking.......

Erm now ish 2.54am, i just bath out!!Now inside my room with my dear shawn...My sister not at home,so lonely!! Just reach home from work cos went eating supper with Ash,Hao,Kang rui lo at Liang court Mac if i nv spell wrongly.. =( Feeling bad since off work till now, My heart thinking thinking and thinking...

ha!(Fake laugh) Actually tot can forget him de but why?Why happen to me?? Trying to accept LW or WK de but everything gone liao.. My heart ish back to him le!!! What should i do?? -_-'''' At this hour none of my sister ish online le, i can't find someone to chat with but lucky got NONO~ Maybe only he understand how i feel now ba,really a nanny lo but ish a good nanny.
Haiz.. "Aries Horoscope : Make a U-turn & walk away from someone who's a total waste of your time." Ish this horoscope trying to hint me something at this moment??? does it mean him or the other two guy tat i got no feeling de?? HELP ME PLS!!!

Today ish a rush day for me cos my lesson start at 2.30pm and end at 6pm.. So got to rush cab down to RC end up i still late for 10 min~ Haiz So many bad thing happened to me today?? Why? Why alway me de, Loving someone really very fan leh.. I dunno what i should i do lo, Hoping won't see him again ba, i feel so SHAMELESS!!!! *MEI LIAN JIAN TA LE*

Haiz haiz haiz~ Give me an ans pls from you??

Today went to tanglin somewhere for CTIS football match.. We are too damn bored till we take out camera to take picture..There's still more in perlie Digital Camera lo.. Look the two gal out there are my sister of shatec!! hahaha.. Erm two so sweet right but sorry they are attach.. LOL haha tat's not my objective lah just wanna to show to all tat it's enough to have this two sister around but still got gracie,perlie......more more more sister lo except for HER!!! hate hate hate*



Erm this picture i get it from my email de,send from my sqss sister Hilda.. Really miss them so much, long time nv meet them liao~ But i find those sentence above very meaningful so decided to copy out and show to u all.. CoS recently one my sister have problem in relationship lo.. Her parent strongly disagree for her to date with a malay guy cos of religion problem.. If ur child did this to u wat will ur reaction be?? She have her right to be with him but her parent also have right to not to accept.. Well, wat i can say ish all the best and dun give up easily for the sake of someone u love if not next time u might regret lo.. Cos tat guy really treat her very very good~

My two sister ish attach le, how about me?? erm.. good qns last few weeks actually giving chance for a guy de but erm dun think he treasure chance lo so yesterday i decided to drop his chance to 20%, Den another guy actually trying his best to make me fall for him?? It's much easy for me to fall for another guy now cos i have overcome him!! Maybe becos he didn't contact me for quite sometime le,so never think of him and dun wan sms him~He so busy maybe busy avoiding me bah but i promise myself not to have argument with him anymore cos there isn't such need lo, he have his reason for my liking me so dun need force lo, but i think after our argument few week ago i really lose that friend le..Actually i quite upset lo,cos he no longer tat guy i use to know le!! I did tell him tat i wan de old him but he didn't do any change.. Well dunno how he ish now? But i don't wanna think too much of him anymore,Hope you doing well now Mr -_-!! I really hope tat u are alway de -_- i know... [-_- replace his name] =)

HaiZ finally i finsh doing my "ART OF SERVICE" project.. Look i must use two com or should say 1 laptop and 1 com.. Sitting infront of labtop for 5 hours lo and finally i get the ending.. Really very very tired le.. Erm... God pls save me?

Haiz cry* Recently my sis bf father,which i call him uncle..His illness ish in the last stage le.. Not very close to him but i felt hurt and sad when i heard the news from my sis!! Sometime good ppl leave us fast,his dad really ish a great guy lo.. Very friendly,caring iya very very good jiu right le~ As we grow older our elderly family member will start to leave us, REally feel like staying young forever.. As least they are alway with me.. So all u all must treasure ppls around u, cos u nv know when they are leaving u it's apply to ur friends too.. =( Take care all!!

ermmm..
Just reach home from working~I'm so so tired,anyone can give me massage??LOL Today having practical exam in school.. hahahaha I PASS~ i'm the 3rd out of 22 pplz who pass my exam.. LOL really so scary, lucky i'm working in cafe tat's y i know almost all the order taking and table setting.. YAHOOOO time for celebration le, BUT busy working and schooling this few days.. I'm really so tired so so so tired~ My teen life are full of working experience instead of playing!! IzZZ a good thing???? Missing you~ Goodnight time for me to sleep le!! Hug to all*