` Claire

Sunday, October 14, 2007

hmm... Took my last 30 min reading some of the old blog. Finding it so lame! Especially between Nov to April.. Sometime just simply dun understand why in my whole life, he is the only guy that i hate to MAX, which i swear i'm not going to meet him/ talk to him or see him in the future. Just can't stand his Fcuking attitude.. 'Cannot make it'.
Anyway i feel i'm too stupid for that few month, there's no such name 'tong' anymore, pls do not call me that anymore ya all my dear friend. =)

Went out for game with my ex-bf yesterday night.. Wow~ He talking sense with me? I'm so happy for him, finally he think in mature way, no longer playing gals liao, so glad for him. ' To give chances to everyone, never use capable to compare with relationship, a much capable man might not be the type of man i wan, as long as the guy love me and able to give me simple life, this are the type of man for me cos no matter how capable a lady are they still need a guy by their side' out of sudden he told me this when fetching me home..

Actually before he told me this i think about this qns le, keep asking myself if i'm really a success lady in 3 years time with the 4C's i wanna achieve will just guy stay away from me?? I was just thinking a plan. If i could get marry now and give birth to kid and the rest of the years i'm going to focus on career, i wan to be someone in 3 years time. But too capable women will never be success in their family or relationship cos they only think of work. SO wat i really wan in life? Family with kid OR Career??

My thinking are bit too fast, maybe i met this guy and he give me a feeling of stable marriage life ba. Haha..

Claire @ 1:48 PM