Friday, September 21, 2007
Hmm.. Why my work break passes so fast? Feeling so tired when the moment i think of reporting back to work tomorrow. Argh! A decision made on WED to actually tender my resignation letter but well not approve by manager so she give me few days of break.. I'm quite sick and tired of life, how i wish i could sleep for few month and only wake up if i wan to.. I'm so tired!!!!!I realize as time passes, we grow older and older each day, life getting tough and tough.. Facing the true colour of all ur friends and putting on fake mask when u working. HAHA! How to revenge in another type of dirty way instead of direct attack. Can u imagine what type of working life we must face starting from now and in future??? So scary right? But to protect urself and secure a safe position at ur work place u got to do this to them. This ish wat life are?Too many difficulty to faced in life, i tot my gd friends could be as good as what i think but i'm totally wrong, his actually no different from that guy i use to love alot. He ish a very good friend of mine and he did good part as a friend but just simply so disappointed with his relationship? Why can't he just really stable down his life.. Quite hurtful to hurt different type of gal at one go.. Haiz~ No player can understand that.I met before good guy and bad guy in life.. Bad guy are history now and good guy are my future. Haha~ Wonder what i have done in the past to deserve such a good guy treating me so well.. I mean i can't judge a person by it's cover but indeed for anything i want he will do it for me without fail or disappoint me. Trying to compare him with someone i use to loved. He could wait for me for long hours without making noise, i wan watch concert he save money by not eating during work to get me the ticket ( Yes he come from rich man family but he never wanna take $ from his parent). I wan eat this he will buy this, i wan eat that he will get it for me.. If no one fetch me he will be there to fetch me, if he can't get car he will take train down to wait for me? Where to get this type of guy har?? Haha.. But sometime time will take care everything, Maybe now is still not the time for all this thing ba~ But just trying to give example to gal out there.. Look does not matter ya but is how he treat u lo. " MOST of the HANDSOME/SWEET TALK GUY can't rely on them ya???" Disappoint u lo..Haix anyway trying to try out new life. Be someone that not the same as passed me. Someone that look nice but horrible to those who dun deserve my attention. =)
Claire @ 3:09 PM
