` Claire

Thursday, May 10, 2007

Hihi... Busy life. lols Came to a decision of leaving RC/B&B and look for new job. Cos starting from july there won't be any RC/ B&B existing in singapore anymore. Do have feeling for this company so feeling quite upset. Haiz 1July07 will be 2 years working liao but well, Ending soon~ The whole big family will be apart,will break up.. It's getting hard to get everyone back once again. Look like steve(BOSS) fault but if to say business,he might make the correct choice. Anyway do take care everyone.. Will miss the time when we get to working tgt. =)
Especially him~

Recently getting so emotional.. ARGH! Just like yesterday out of sudden regi attitude me and i just threw my HP and his HP to the ground. I'm really angry and piss tat i do all those thing. It's all because i treat him as a very good friend and tat's why? I understand how he feel tat time when i have quarrel with him le.. But well, lucky we are back to normal again le, but just less talk less sms. But i'm contented ian.. =) - I also dunno wat i'm doing..

Wonder why out of sudden all my ex been contacting me. Asking me out again? haha But to me okay lah, can't be couple can be friends.. So i dun mind contacting them,i dun like enemy de.. heez but well that day came out a topic with regi saying about the warmer hug he ever get from two gal he love. And i think about it there's this someone came into my mind tat night. It's during jan when i and him went for dinner follow by pub. He hug me inside cab,the feeling till today i still can't forget but well,he avoid me and so we no longer friends anymore. I'm upset not to treasure him when his there for me. Now his gone and just let him be ba Gilbert.

As for ian i regretted stepping into the wrong moved last NOV. If i could turn back the time,i rather me and him now still like last time, just sms friends/work friends and tat's all. But since we are out all the way to those complicated relationship,so just carry on till i found my another dream guy ba. "I met my dream guy but that's not true love" When i go Loyang(Changi) and it state there. I met my dream guy(Ian/gilbert) But not true love. HaHA~ Let it be lo, as long as i got alot good friends i'm contented le. =)

Claire @ 12:42 PM