` Claire

Thursday, May 3, 2007

=) Blogging time!!! Erm this blog seem to be like my personal life diary le.. Haha been blogging about all my life ah. Well well well.. Today Mike and Dep have a fight during work time,quarrel over a small issue but tat's make dep cry and mike pissed off.. Well,izzit because mike care so much for dep as a friend so he get pissed off?? So was thinking the whole night ish ian and me the same case? Does he really care so much about us? Ish our relationship been treasure between us?? Well actually i dunno lah, for mike i believe he ish but for ian i not sure.. Really so difficult to understand him dunno wat his mind thinking, he's the most different guy in the WORLD!!!

Wondering during our week of quarrel,did he think of me or still remember me?? = Anyway only he himself know so much wat he wan and wat he thinking. He start giving me a feeling tat he's a guy that will never get stable life even if he get marries. Ian prove me wrong k?

Argh! So emo recently towards guy.. When u start to lose that person,u tend to treasure him lot but it's too late to do so. In the past when we are so close,i dun treasure but regretting it now!! How i wish he could be my side all the way till i'm old. His not the type of guy i like but he's the guy tat give me feeling tat he's always by my side if i need him and able to take care of me BUT everything seem too late. I wish he could be the BF tat i can bring to during my BRO Wedding or any function. I like him,deeply and deeply each day. I scare to bring the guy i like back home anymore.. The moment i bring back we will end relationship in the next few weeks like eg. Jo and ian(Not BF but still we end after my family gathering) Haiz

GOODNIGHT~ Hope i hear from ian soon ba~

Claire @ 2:20 AM