I dunno when u will read my blog but i hope ASAP!!!
Surprise why i suddenly blog about this song?? Anyway the title ish "Fang Sheng" in english it means "Let Go".. In life we can't forget anyone but we can let go,tat's the topic i will focus on today cos i make 3 decision today. Ian i'm sorry,i'm not crazy about anything or angry or unreasonable but really we are not like as usual anymore le... U can just missing for the whole day or well it's been so many days u didn't call me at night le... You wan me to be understanding cos u have her and u dun have time for me... how long do you wan me to wait,keep staring at my HP hoping one day night u will rang up and chat with me just like last time.. Never Never not even a sms~ Even if i send sms to u,i didn't get reply too.. U say before our relationship need not put in effort but i appreciate it tat u say no but actually u did..When i'm angry or wanna to meet u, u try ur best to turn up or came all the way to my place just like tuesday we stay far away from each other but u make the effort.(EAST TO WEST) Overall it's hard for you to make decision cos u love her but u dun wanna to hurt me cos we start off few months ago le and we so use it to each other but time up means time up. Today 19April07 i help u make a decision kk : Always stay happy with Joanne k?? You can't handle two gal at one time.. Give her happiness, i rather i get hurt den me and her get hurt tgt. Anyway, by now i'm quite okay u never call me or sms me le.. Just tat will get miss you but i will look at the gift u give me or the photo de.. Just continue not to contact me anymore.. I will look you up after i totally let go of the feeling,fade alot alot alot le so it's much easy i guess. If one day out of sudden i sms u just dun care of me k? This ish wat i request from u, I'm too emotional le so never even reply or pick up my call.. Thanks Really have a great time with you... Concentrate at ur work,family and ONLY joanne kk? =) Sorry after blogging this i will login in to ur friendster cos i really wan to delete the pic we take with alicia and doron.. U upload not becos of them but i know ish me but i really find tat pic so worst and no point now still putting tat pic(I know u just wan me to be happy,thanks) maybe as a friend put a nice pic of me ba~ =) Actually from other people point of view they will think u so bad,so flirt all bad comment but to me u really treat me very well, even much more better den all my ex BF cos i know u dote alot on me and u always give in to me,u care for me,u think for me.. Thanks ian Thanks Thanks... =) After this decision u won't get stress anymore le.. cos u dun have me so unreasonable.. Sorry ah,i know i am very unreasonable but u still take it. So kind of you too bad i dun have the fate to keep u by my side.. =( Anyway, Ms Lee : You won't get to read my post and i hope u won't get chance to know this link too. But just wanna to tell you ur BF really love you lot,i believe you are the one tat can control him.. =) I'm sorry for holding on to him so long now i will return it back to you.. Hoping he will hold ur hand till old.. Best wishes to you and him.. =) Blessing from forever cheerful tong(SiewTing)
Claire @ 12:06 AM
:NAME:claiRE CHIAM
:DOB:17th apRIL 1989
:AGE:20
:STATUS:sinGLE
:EMAIL:
xiuting_13@hotmail.com
(MSN,FRIENDSTER)
