` Claire

Monday, April 23, 2007

It's me!! Alone working split shift today.. Argh feeling so lonely now sitting outside my restaurant table waiting for time to passes.. = Saw him online but never tot of clicking on him and chat with him.. Maybe tat's wat i mean by slowly let go.. Sooner later there will sure be someone coming into my life ba~ Well tat's wat i mean by life cycle =)

Indeed few days ago i lost three important friends "REGI,MIKE,IAN". But till today i manage to get back with REGI & MIKE not as good as last time but still manage to talk. But i think this ish more den enough for me,it's rather good not to get too close with one another cos if anything got to happened to us us again i guess the pain ish rather quite difficult to heal ba~ As for IAN it might need sometime for us to get back not as usual us but usual friend. Have a complicated relationship before with him but that's not an excuse for me to avoiding him, i think i dun regret in anything we do before but if one day i got to recall those moment we spend tgt i will smile all way.. =)

Tomorrow will be my off day! In the past i only like to spend my free time with him and just only tot of going out with him. But from this week onward i got to crack my brain thinking who should i go out with. But well, i'm so touch by a friend.. She's so busy with her this week schedule ,tat she think she didn't even have time for her BF but she leave her tues schedule empty just to accompany me during my off day? Thanks EUNICE (tear drop*) lols I like my work friends so much, they simply just care for me so much. Even my BRO JUSTIN know tat i wanna to get myself the original Helmet bag and he rang me up last night asking me when ish my OFF DAY and he fetch me there. Look? are you all envy tat i got so many good friends? Without him i still have so many people to dote on me.. Even my manager told me when u feeling upset,the person i can look for ish him... =) So great so great!! Thanks to all~

No matter wat happened to me, there's still always someone out there to take care of me.. I have a great family too.. Thanks to all~ =) XieXie Da Jia!! =P

Claire @ 4:21 PM