` Claire

Saturday, April 7, 2007

Feeling tat we are drifting apart from each other le.. Erm but learn to smile when he ish not by my side or not there for me.. COS he will never be at my side,sooner or later he will leave me de...We are close friend now and will definitely for future too.. Indeed he treat me very well, wat i wan he will try to give me, he try his best to accompany me during my free days but this type of life won't last long de... No matter wat i always believe tat a guy ish only match for a gal, there isn't any extra space for the third person to step in.. Anyway, glad to meet u as a friend... I do treasure the time we use to spend together and really have a great time with you all these months.. Telling u :I like u of wat u are, even if u have scar on ur face or u are very very very poor or even u are handicap(touch wood) just wanna to tell u i like you as wat u are not becos of ur look or wat so ever.. But finding tat actually to be love/dote by someone ish much better den loving someone tat don't love u at all.. Feeling can be develop de!Depending if we wan it or not?? Life goes on~ Waiting for tat someone to dote on me.. Heez

Anyway,really didn't treasure friends around me... When i lose them le den regret.. Just like gilbert for example, really a great friend to hung out with but seem like he ish avoiding me le.. Argh!! Yesterday there's this friend who fetch me home after work.. But really appreciate his effort lo, travel from my house to work place den go home, he stay around my area... haha indeed quite honoured to be the first gal lo.. lols~ Quite shock his quite stable driving such a big model of car.. Erm.. wonder how i look if i'm driving it, guess mini car suit me.. Haha~ Thanks YW =)

Less contact,less sms,less call from him.. Less meet too! Well, I'm accepting the fact now~ Got a strong feeling ur this relationship will last long lo, cos she ish much mature den u and she know how to think.. This ish the type of gal tat suit u ba,not like me ,make u angry almost everyday,stress u too!! Really sorry for creating so much trouble all along.. Muackz Sorry~ Take care k? Byez huggie* Waiting for my gift and dinner treat!!! Dun owe me too long ya? =)

Claire @ 8:33 PM