Thursday, January 11, 2007
Trying to sleep for the last three hours but just can't even close my eyes.. Been thinking of my two unsolved problem..FIRST-My attachment!!I really feel like quitting my school quitting RiverView Hotel.. I hate my life now,i dun wan like hotel line!! I'm so tired after working every shift,it's just my fourth day today but i really can't take it anymore..How can i carry on my rest of 5 months 26 days of shift there?? I know my parent,friends dun wish me to stop half way but there's nothing tat can lead me on/even tat someone tat can help me make decision dun wanna tok to me anymore! =( Guess got to pay them $500 for not finishing my attachment.. A lesson tat cost me $4500++ PLUS wasting of 9 Months time!! 4am must wake up le den 5pm reach home,this type of life really very difficult for me to survive on..SECOND-Someone that i accused!!It's too late to apologize for wat i have done to him..I make him so pissed off/disappointed that he dun wanna talk to me now.. Guess he ish really damn angry with me ba cos so many months of friend with him he had never do such thing to me.. After so many thing happened i find out tat i regret so much! Wat had happened to me now ish wat i find for myself,actually we can be very happy de BUT why i wan to listen to wat ppls say (The worst ish wat they say only 75% correct) after listening to wat a mature guy talking/thinking i really regret regret.. But wat done ish done i can't expect him to forgive me if i'm on his shoes i will be angry too.. No use saying so much now it's too late le,just hoping that he can cool down soon and can receive his sms soon or call ba.. Really miss him sooo muchhh but gt to control myself not to disturb him but let him cool down~ Trying my best not to think anymore le.. Take care k? Sincerely apologize for accusing u and wat i have done to u! I know i can't expect any forgiveness from u but i hope u can be happy always.. =)Goodnight~
Claire @ 2:29 AM
