It's not a secret anymore cos all ppls at RC are guessing it.. haiz -_- Maybe the stop teasing can help me to forget him fast ba cos all start from the very first teasing and that ish where the feeling come from.. After 8 months of loving him i really dunno wat i wan from him.. Not a friendship nor not a relationship but i really very mess of wat i expect from him but indeed i keep on hurting myself everytime..Everything was smooth a month ago which ish during Nov but a month later which ish now everything change so muchhh lo since i get to know he in love with this gal.. Yeah i'm a gal too i get hurt or jealous when i know he ish in love again but there's nothing i can do but to give my best wishes ba..

But i just hurt myself now cos i'm alway the one forcing something to happened which i guess he dun willing at all lo..I'm always e one so unreasonable,assuming things,thinking and thinking tat cause argument lo..But seriously i wanna to know wat u thinking in ur mind?? Are u tired of it??? Spending time with u really very happy lo but i cannot be so selfish,must be fair to u and her lo,she might not be happy if she know u got contact with someone like me.. No gals like to share guy tat they like de.. Eh.. There ish nothing impossible in this world,to achieve something "hard work" ish the key words but no matter how much i work hard no repay ish return to me so so so i really got to work hard to stop all my rubbish le ba..

Forgetting someone ish difficult de,you will never be forget in my heart de cos i guess i will alway remember someone like u ba but i try to fade my 100% feeling for you!!! It's a good time for my phone to spoil cos everything got to be deleted and past have to be deleted and everything starting anew 3 days later ba with a new inbox space!! Well well a childish gal toking to u now teo!!Hope u give me a cute smile kkies??

Tong stop thinking too much and have a good rest now ba!! =) Goodnight~