Friday, September 15, 2006
Tian Tian Ye Ye(天天夜夜)-F.I.R & ShinNew Song for my blog,was intro by my sis...Really very nice song right? Listen more times and surly u will like this song..Really very difficult to fall in love with another guy when i have not forget him.. I feel so moody, to me he ish ever e best guy i know and my feeling for him so so strong tat i can't do anything.. Yup i agree there's a big different compare to last time and now.. And he really turn to another guy now tat i can't understand him at all..I dunno wat he ish thinking and i'm unable to guess wat he thinking about.. The type of attitude he have compare to last time- really very big different.. Can u tell me wat happen my dear friend,only u are able to ans my qns?"Wo he ni zhen de you yuan wu fen" 有缘无份Yes i like him and i like him alot but why can't i face him when working.. Why am i so afraid to face him.. I really dunno why?? I dunno wat i can do now?? Is it so difficult to be friend again?? Is it so difficult to find back the souls u use to have?? Please give me a slap* I regretted telling you i like u, i regretted going to butter factory at 1st April 2006.. I hate myself and i really hate myself!!!! I can't let the feeling go, why can't u try to understand me more? Really very difficult to forget someone really very difficult,i'm trying my best but it's always there.. I feeling bad and pain~ Stop playing pls!!! "NOT UR FAULT"I'm not accepting any guy at this moment,i rather be single.. I'm sorry Steve!! I think i wanna concentrate at my attachment and work at RC.. My schedule ish out and ish from 6.45am to 3pm.. After that i'm give RC schedule,Guess i will be very busy for the next 9 months all e way until july07.. Maybe this ish a good time for me to cool down and think about it or good chance to forget him cos i won't have much chance to see u anymore.. =) Top blog i scare you right? i Guess my this sentence make you clam down bah, i guess i'm someone tat's very straight forward and to me i like to share my problem with you,no reason just feel great.. You are really a great friend i met this 17 years.. Thankz -_- !!
Claire @ 5:54 PM
