` Claire

Sunday, April 9, 2006

Hi all.. It's midnight now,me having a slight fever and inside my brain i feel so painful~Ting really fall sick le..But wat can i do?I just can't fall asleep so decided to view friends testimonials and also to update my blogggg....i feel so moody since last night when i think of that matter~

www.-clare-.blogspot.com ish no longer a safe place for me to write personally thing that i onli wanna to share with some pplz out there..Well today i receive quite a number of sms from friends i think got 50plus over..haha sms gonna broke~still left with 500 more free sms but think should be more den enough..Oh ya i receive this sms from friend telling me about a new relationship happening to him/her..But this ish totally a secret between we two..Anyway i really hope that both of u can last long long ah,everytime i feel so envy to have new couple friends around me..yeahZ jia you my dearest friend~

Me not so lucky orh~ On the 18thFeb2006 where me and joe break up,i told jass i will be single for 1 whole year together with her..orh i'm such a bad friend to make this type of comment to her~

Well i'm still a xiao meimei still young,now i believe that i really dun understand wat the meaning of love a guyz and love a friendsZ..I guess i have mix up the feeling that was why i have never end up with a good relationship...I have a very rush relationship everytime,rush together and rush to break off~~

But now i noe what type of guyz i prefer and which type of guy i wanna be with~ A guy not smoking(i can't really take smoke smell)~A guy don't really gamble alot(playing ish alright but not to play till too siao)~ A guy that don't drink alot(i prefer guy that drink but not too much cos i do drink sometime and i think it's romantic but not those drunk)~ I don't need my guy to handsome or very clever in studying but normal looking..Clever in studying mean lousy in relationship..I have meet this U guy b4 and really i think study guy don't really suit me i prefer guy who accompany me play den wanna study all the time~ haha can i find such a guyz in my life?? Nah~

A crush more den like to this guy i met recently..I think it's not like,becos i just feel very comfortable when with him,i just like to hung out with him~But he don't like me,i guess he got someone in mind in his school bahz..If i really like someone i tend to avoid them and appear in different way in their life..But to him maybe still haven't reach that kind of stage..But we are totally not compatible at all so never think of such qns..(i need my buddy help)Yes i think i prefer older guy cos of their mature thinking~But all mature/older guys i met ish the same as my recently ex which ish 23(i very understand his thinking).This ish a max age guy i accept but now to me all guy at their age of 20,21,22,23 tend to have the same thinking which i really hate it~17,18,19 too young for me their thinking not really same as me i can't accept them!!But i alway get an honest answer from them,i'm really glad~You should noe who i mean lah cos i tell you b4..

But i believe starting from monday i will nv think of this type of thing anymore cos i guess i will be too busy with my school work but give me a chance to like you if one day i really fall for you~(just maybe) ---To be continue..

Claire @ 1:18 AM